hey ppls. oh.. mah last note was abt gettin ready for the great nite... hehe.. so yeah, now i wanna write how was it. So as i said be4 i went to meet Stelka at 2:43 and den we came to mah new house. SHe didnt see it be4 so i gave her a tour around mah house, i showed her eerything and we were just chiillin, watchin some tv, eatin n we left for roller blade. dammn.. this made so tired, and i put mah borther's roller, they were so big. it was like size 10 or something like dat. it was difficlut for me to roller in such a big rollers but i didnr fall down or anything, so its ok. we had this winter warm socks, our feet were burnin and stuff. lmao. wen we got home, i put this sick movie dat i have at mah house "american psycho" lol. i kno Stelka wouldnt like dat, but whetav, there was nuttin else, da movie i think its kinda sick, but its ok. its abt this sick guy, that he likes to get rich bitches and den fuck them n kill them... eww.. lmao.. and he works in this big firm, and hes rich 2, but hes sick. lmao... so whaetva. it was gettin lat, abt 6, Stelka took shower, and afta her i did, and we started to do our hair and other stuff. everyone started to gettin ready for the party... dammn it was so busy in mah house. we couldnt find aplace to sit down and do our stuff. oh:(... but whateva.. lol.. mah mom helped us to do our make-up and den we put our dresses and we were all beautiful. Den we waited for Cesar, like always... lmao. he was supposed to b here at 8:15 or something like dat and at this time he called me that his pants ripped. lmao... so den we waited another 15 mins for his slow ass, and den he got here... he looked nice thou, and he changed his pants for a good one. lmao. it was ok. we all got in the car and den we left for the party at hempstead. heh.. i was kinda worry to leave my friends alone; Stelke and Cesar, cuz everything was so in polish, so i thougu they can feel weird or whateva, but they were ok. i couldnt b with them like for an hour. i had to b in some room, hiddin from everytboyd.. hahaha.. oh. so mah whole family went inside the club and they got their table and i guess they were just chillin for an hour there, and in that time i met new ppl i was talkin to all girls abt last years and how i won miss polonia 2004. some of them were nervous and they wanted to their best, heh no wonder why,. i felt them. lol/ and den the guys from marines came. they all loooked so cuuuuuuuuuuute.. hehehe.. they were mad cute and tall and nice..:) lol.. so yeah, every girl was supposed to choose one of them and i had to choose 2 of them. lol ., they were walkin with us. that was so cute. i love it. lmao.. and yeah, so i got two cuties.... and i was just chillin wit them, wen rest of girls and boys left fot their contest./ oh the funny thing is that the contest was for both GIRLS -mISS and BOYS MISTER POLONIA. lol.. they had only 5 girls and 3 guys. it sucked. and eveyrhting was soooooo messed up. last year it was so much betta, wen i was in, there were 10 girls, and we had to answer a guestion and everything. it was much betta, than this year, but wat can i do? nuttin. so whaetva, wen my turned came i was mad exiting and i had mah boys next to me. it was awesome. and i went in front of all this ppl. they all were cherrin for me and clappin and they all were screamin and stuff. i felt so good. like a lil princess. lmao...... it was awesome feelin. i wont neva forget. heheheee/// it was great.. pppl. were still comi8n to me and takin pics of me and congratulating me one more time.. i was like..."dammn but i won last year, waite for the new miss polonia 2005." and they all were "it doenst mattter, your so beautiful" hehehe... it was amazing. i had really great time.. and all the attention was on me.. LOVE IT.:P lmao... hahaha... and i also felt so good, cuz mah sister was there Stelka, And mah bf Cesar and whole mah family... they all were sp proud and so happy for me...:) nice nice:). LOVE YA ALL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YA ALL 4EVA in mAH HEART !!!!!! so yeah... i was standin in front of everyone, ppl were takin pics and smilin to me and the jury didnt kno whos should win the next miss polonia, so they took the break, and they let us dance and have fun for a lil... and i had all this stuff on me. the bid red coat, crown, heheh and i was dancin ehehe in front of all.. lmao. i was kinda not comftable, i was mad hot with this queen coat, but i took it. heh.. so den the jury came again, and they told us whos next, and it was a shocked for everyone !!!!!! dammn... the girl, she was ok, but she wasnt that nice to be miss polonia 2005. for real. she was kinda ugly. and the boy.. imisster.. i think he deserved. he was kinda cute, veryu stable and nice. so yeah, i gave away my crown, i was so exitited at dat moment, i was like "dammn. all the eyes on us...-on me and miss polonia 2005". hehehe.. it was great, and afta that we had a party, we could dance, drink, do wahetva u want. i was mad buys even thou. mad ppl wanted to dance wit me, but i wanted to b wit mah friends, but all the time wen i left the table some1 had to ask me if i wanted to dance, but i said "lata, im busy now" lmao.. yeah. it was awesome:). hehee. the nite was great. i love it... jheh n i kno i should write abt dat long time ago, but i didnt have the interntet, so now im puttin few words abt dat. heh..:) love ya folks.