hey ppl. dammn i had a lot of fun dis weekend. lmao. i like bein independent woman, im free now. lol.. no bf drama or nuttin liek dat. i can du wateva i want to. lmao. yeah yeah. i kno. im wriritn sum stuff dat half of ya ppls, dnt even care or dnt feel me, but well.. i cant think straight 2day, n i kinda dnt kno wat to do. its difficult, i hate it to be confused. dammn.. n 2morrow halloween. i swear to God, i have no idea wat i'll do. i really wana go sum party. n have fun. but oh well. i'll c. i was supposed to go to manhattan for da parade. but idk. i think mah parents wont let me go. hahaha;). oh well. all i do in dis note its like complainin. hahaha.. wateva.. i guess i need to write sumthing later.

You're callin' mea Ho cause I'm trying to get my freak on

I worked 2 freakin' hard to let a hater bring me down

and we ain't sweatin' u

what goes around comes back around

U C me in the club rollin' ur eyes

wATEVA bitch

but chicks like you gets no love

wateva

Hatin' on me snappin' your neck

wateva bitch

to all my girls in the east, to all my girls in the west..

sang

wateva bitch

I'm gonna dance.I'm gonna work it.

Work it all night long-don't give a damn.

Bring on the boys we can get the party goin' till the break of dawn

It's almost time to go and ur eyes r steady cuttin' and

I'm still on the floor. Yo, what the hell did you expect, Bitch?

Been dancing all nite long Dj's spinnin my favorite song

and

if you spoil my nite then

we can take dis shit outside

2nite bitch

hahhaa

hEhHEhehE>.. mAH nEgrO bOY. vInnY;). iGht.. soMe lUvvvvZ 4ya;) 

jUST chilLin, . hheE..  

buuuuuHahahHHAHaa.. gEtTin WaSTed WIt mAh nIGGa;). lOVVe Yaaa. we HAd FUn. ;) .ight .HigfH fiVe. kISSEs 

hEhEHe,,, YEah. n mE agAin ! hEhHe.. NIce nEkLeS.; hEhHe.. Lova yA fOLks  

yEah YeAh. mAh mOdELiN pIc. lMaO.. NiCe lEgS. lmAo... hEHE>.. cuD b goOd pAntIes coMmErCiAL. loL>. iGhT.. loVa YA 

dId u KNo ?

Did you know...?
Did you know that it’s impossible to lick your own elbow?
Did you know that the pigs cannot look at the sky?
Did you know that the rats cannot throw up?
Did you know that if you listen music on your walkman for more than an hour the number of bacteria from your ears will increase will 700%?
Did you know that for the entire life during your sleep you eat 70 insects and 10 spiders? ( humm…)
Did you know that the pee shines under the ultraviolet rays?
75% from who is reading this will try personally to lick their own elbow?I guarantee.
It’s impossible
Did you know if you scream for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you produce so much energy that is enough to worm a cup of coffee?
If you hit your head on the wall u consume 150 calories?
Some people can fuck at least 50 times a day?
The elephants are the only animals that cannot jump? (is better like that)
Did u know that the cat’s pee is phosphorescent? (who is paid to discover this?
LOLOnly the dolphins and the humans have sex just to satisfy their selves.
Hey did you know the difference betweenwith an 5 year old
With an 15 year oldWith an 25 year oldAnd with an 35 year old?For the 5 year old you take her in bed and tell a story.For the 15 year old you tell a story to take her in bed.For the 25 year old is a story when you are in bed.And for the 35 year old she says”. Don’t tell me stories, let’s go in bed!”LOL

Life

Sitting on a rotten bench

Staring at the blinding sun

You wander

Going through pain

Passing the barriers

Feeling the happiness

Receiving love

And give careeness

You live just one time, one time

Make that one time be special

You can never go back

Feel all these by going through life.

You may never get what you want

But try to get to the top of the pyramid

But the question is?

Would you have enough power?

Dreams can come true, but you have to know how

You can love, but if you find the right person

You can get crushed but you have to know to protect you self

Time never stops, but you have to know to always move on

Built a golden barrierLeave a mark on this life

Make every day count

If you know how.

Girl you workin with some ass yeah, you bad yeah Make a nigga spend his cash yeah, his last yeah Hoes frown when you pass yeah, they mad yeah You gon' ride in the Jag yeah, with that head You could smoke or buy a bag yeah, of grass yeah Got money I can flash yeah, and trash yeah I'ma Big Tymer nigga yeah, pull the trigger yeah A playa hata flipper yeah, grave filla yeah I be slangin wood yeah, out the hood yeahLet it be understood yeah, it's all good yeahGot a nigga scheamin large yeah, on the hard yeahA smooth little broad yeah from out the projectsA nigga do a trick yeah, on the dick yeahYou claimin you want a picture, that ain't shit yeahThe nigga with the money yeah, don't act funny yeah Got birds and I'm runnin yeah, bout a hundred yeah

Girl, you looks good, won't you back that azz up You'se a fine motherfucker, won't you back that azz up Call me Big Daddy when you back that azz up Hoe, who is you playin wit? Back that azz up

Girl, you looks good, won't you back that azz up You'se a fine motherfucker, won't you back that azz up You got a stupid ass yeah, make me laugh yeah Make a nigga wanna grab that, autograph thatI'm sweatin in the drawers yeah, hard and long yeah Wanna walk it like a dog yeah, break you off yeah Get - mine you gon' get yours yeah, that for sure yeah You fuckin with my nerves yeah and to the curb yeah I know you bitches know yeah, and it show yeah But a nigga got some more yeah, I'm out to flow yeah Fresh brought some shit yeah, and his bitch yeah We be making hit yeah after hit yeah Them titties sittin nice yeah, I wanna bite yeah I could fuck you right yeah, all night yeah Wanna bring it to my house yeah, on the couch yeah Knock the pussy out yeah, get them out yeah I wanna see these hoes yeah, bend it low yeah Let me run it in the hole yeah, and let me know yeah

I know you can't stand it, dick bandit Done landed, see your drawers handed Freak to get it y'all, game spit at y'all Put the bitch on the wall and I hit it y'all Lookin kind of lonely, I'm feelin horny Put the dick "in the Middle" like "Monie"Big thick plumber chick, and a Hummer chickBeat the dick like a motherfuckin drummer chick See dat puddy-cat? Look at datI love a fuckin hoodie-rat, that's a fact You'se a motherfuckin get it girl, quit it girlI'm the nigga, the nigga, nigga, that hit it girl

Now now now now now After you back it up, then stop Then wha-wha-what, drop drop it like it's hot Now after you back it up, then stop Now, wha-wha-wha-what drop it like it's hot Now drop it like it's hot, drop drop it like it's hotC-M-B make you drop it like it's hot Drop it like it's hot, drop drop it like it's hot Drop it like it's hot, drop drop it like it's hot Ha

................

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful 'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning. A reason for living. A deeper meaning.


I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...

And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish
Send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of..
The highest power.
In lonely hours.
The tears devour you..

I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...
Bridge

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes '
Cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do...


dats a good poem - song for some1 whos truly deeply madly in love. Ight. keep it dat way

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF...
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I died from natural causes:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking/drinking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Hair:
» Body

WOULD YOU:
» Be my friend:
» Keep a secret if I told you one:
» Hold my hand:
» Take a bullet for me:
» Keep in touch:
» Try and solve my problems:
» Love me:
» Go out with me

HAVE YOU EVER:
» Lied to make me feel better:
» Wanted to kiss me:
» Kept something important from me:
» Thought I was unbearably annoying:

AND MORE:
1. Who are you:
2. Are we friends:
3. When and how did we meet:
4. Describe me in one word:
5. What was your first impression:
6. Do you still think that way about me now:
7. What reminds you of me:
8. If you could give me anything what would it be:
9. How well do you know me:
10. When was the last time you saw me:
11. Have you ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? If yes, what is it:
12. Are you going put this on your notebook to see what I say about u:
13. Have you ever liked me and do you still?

copy this n answer right to the question hehehehe!!! gotta find out!!!!!

wOw WoW... kRaZY ShIT

heya ppl. Yesterday was Satruday. dammn.... da day fuckin sucked. it was rainy as a motherfucker, and it was kinda depressed out der. yaaacki weather. i hate rainy days. lmoa. so anyways, i woke up n i had to clean a lil bit mah room, cuz it was so messy dat mah mom was ghoin nuts. lmoa. so yeah i did dat, n den i was juts chillin, watchin some tv... n den i remember i had to return dis big ass nice yellow dress, that i got it for miss polonia... but i've neva used it. hehehhe.. idk, da dress look really nice n shit, but i didnt like it kinda. was tooo tight. so anyways.. i returned it n den i was just talkin on da phone wit mah niggi Lotnik, thinkin wat to do. thinkin if i should go to da city n chill der wit Lotnik or stay in LB n be bored. lmao. so enyways, doesnt sound so good, but i chose LB lmao. yeah yeah, but dats only cuz i was gonna chill wit mah homeboy Vinny. lol. yeah yeah... so anyways... whole day i didnt do SHIT. just bein at mah house, doin nuttin. hehehe... yep yep, n abt 7 i left mah house. it was fun, we went to c da movie "Waitin" dammn.. dats some funny ass movie. i love it. crakcs u up. hehehe... Stellka. lol.. its worth to see it:P lol.;). hehehe.. n after da movie finished we got back to LB. hehehhe... n we were just chillin in da fuckin rainy weather... guess where?? at Ricardo's house for a while.. lmao... lmao lmao.. im laughin mah ass. cuz Ricardo... hes mah nigga, but hes sometimes weird..n... bla bla bla. hehehehe.. some funny shit happened der. lmao. first we got der, n we said hello to all folks dat wer der, den after 3 mins we had to leave cuz oof Ricasrdo's auntie. lmao. den we came back ... lmao. den we left. lmao. it was funy. wateva. i had fun. lol.. XOXOXOXOXO

Ight Stelka Belka. cant waite to see you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dammn Sista missin u so much !!!! its like... oh and ah and uh, hehehe/// yeah yeah. abt da thingies on mah blog i got it from da website www.seventeen.com dey always have some kool stuff. lol. yeah yeah. ight i'll see u soon. dammn.. think abt wat wer gonna wear for Halloween, its gona be insane. lmao....... i love ur ideas thou. i think dey prettykool. wit da make up stuff. hehee.. LOVE YA !!!!!!!!!!! uR MAH BEAUTIFULLLLLL DOLL !!!!!!

how HE can tell that UR intrested

Eye contact. When a girl takes the time to really look into your eyes when she's speaking or listening to you, then you know she likes you--or, at least, that she's considering it!

One time in eighth grade this girl snuck a bitchin' mix tape into my locker at school. It was totally rad because she spent a lot of time on it. She hand-painted the tape case and everything. I asked her out the next day and we went out for, like, two years.

That's one of the most annoying things, trying to figure out girls. It's like another language! But, I guess when they start asking you to go places with them a bunch, then they must like you. I mean, what girl would want to hang out with just any dude?

The only reason I asked my girlfriend out is because my friends told me she liked me. I would never have known otherwise, because she acted so shy around me. My friends literally had to force me to ask her out, because I didn't believe them -- but I'm glad they did.

The thing about girls is they sort of act like they don't like you when they really do. They'll say odd, kind of mean things, but it's really obvious that they're joking. It's pretty confusing, to tell you the truth.

ChEcK iT oUt --- If uR sCarIng GuYs OfF

commitment: "When a girl tries to control the emotions I'm feeling, I don't like it at all. Like when we've only been dating for a week or two, and every day she asks 'Are we boyfriend and girlfriend? What are we?' I think things should progress naturally -- you don't have to talk about it every day."

rejection: "The thought of telling a girl how you feel about her, and then her telling you right to your face that she doesn't feel the same way -- it's pretty bad."

cosmetic overload: "You know -- fake hair, fake eyelashes. When everything is artificial, it says that the girl hides, because she's hiding her true beauty."

you might be lying: "Girls are much better liars than guys! So we get nervous that they're not always telling us the truth. They probably get away with a lot more stuff than we do -- they always seem to find a good excuse!"

when you come on too strong: "When I first meet a girl and I'm with all my friends, I don't like it if she expects all of my attention. I'd feel less pressured if she didn't try so hard to get me to focus totally on her."

sHoUt oUt tO aLL mAh nIgGas !!!!!!

HeY hEy NiGgAs !!;) KiNda mIssIn yA @LL. iM fEeLiN lOnELy riTe NoW, cUz iTs lIkE nUTTin To Do, N i DoNt kNo.. WaTs goIN oN ?? dAMmN.. hE sAid hE wAnTs tO tAlK n He WaS sUpPoSeD tO cOmE bY abT 6pM n hE sTiLl DiDnt SHoW uP n IT 7:50 Pm. iTs LiKe.. WtF?/ oh wElL. i gUeSs i DeSeRvEd DaT, But AnyWaYs... wE'Ll c iN Da FuTuRe iF wE gO sePrAtE wAyS... lol.. iGhT kEeP uR SHiT TgHiT !!!!!!cUz iM fEElIn KInDa LoNeLy, N oN ToP oF DaT I'M kINda hOrnY !!!!. hehEhEhE... oH weLl. 2Day i WenT wiT mAh kLasS 4 a FiELd tRiP. daMmn. sOMe gEeKs fRom mAh sKoOl Dat i NevA tAlk to ThEm.. it wAs liKe.. No oNe kOoL oR wATevA. lMaO. sOme wEiRd AsS pPls. aNyWaYs. i thOught ITs goNna b bOrEd n It tUrn Out As I thOugHt. DaMmn. It WaS alL aBt pHoTogRapHy N gRaPhIcS... I WaS NO INtrEstEd At AlL. FuCkEd uP. lOl. bUt AnyWaYs... @ lEASt i WAsNt iN schOoL..,. hEhE.. n i DiDnt gEt anY baD gRadE or waTeva... FucKiN sKoOl. 2mOrRow im aLsO nOt goIn tO skoOl. i GoT lIkE mAd tEsTs fRom MAtH, WeAtHer, EngLiSh, SoMe oTHeR kLAsSeS..... DamMn. tOo mUch ToO sTuDy. lMao. n AnyWayS. i NeEd tO gO tO dA ciTy n Get SOMe StuFf dOne, n VisIt mAH fiREndS n SHiT. lOL. sO iM tAkIn a DaY ofF. yEaHhh... soUnD gOod !!!. WaTeva. hMm... i GuEsS iMa gO tO slEeP soOn, cuZ iM a MESs RitE noW, FeElin tIrEd n sHit. n ThErS nuTtIN to Do. Mah Sis'S nOt evN onLiNe. dAmMn StelKa? wHerE thE hEcK aRe U? eh. miSS yA siS.:)))). LoVe Ya 4EvA !!!!! oH n Ima pIcK u Up 2mOrRow At 2:30. YeAH yEah. i WiLl Try TO mAkE iT. IF soMeTHinG cAll Me fROm soMeWhEre aROUnD 14StrEEt Cuz imA tAke sUbWaY fROm 34 strEet to Get ThEre;). iGht.. sEe yA 2mORroW mAh doLL... lEtS rOcK -N- rOlL !!!!

all i want ...

ALL I WANT IS SOME FUN !!!

Ha, Ha, Ha,
Ha, Ha, Ha,
Whatcha been doin'? Whatcha been doin?
Whoa,Whoa,Haven't seen ya 'round,
How you been feelin'?How you been feelin'?
Whoa, whoa,
Don't you bring me down,

All that shit about me
All that stuff about me,
Being with him,
Can't believe,
All the lies that you told,
Just to ease your own soul,
But I'm bigger than that
,No, you don't have my back,
No, No, HA HA HA HA HA

Hey, how long till the music drowns you out?
Don't put words up in my mouth,
I didn't steal your boyfriend,
Hey, how long till you face what's goin' on,
Cause you really got it wrong,
I didn't steal your boyfriend,

Well I'm sorry,
That he called me,
And that I answered the telephone,
Don't be worried,I'm not with him,
And when I go out tonight,
I'm going home alone,
Just got back from my tour,
I'm a mess girl for sure,
All I want is some fun,
Guess that I'd better run,
Hollywood sucks you in,
But it won't spit me out,
Whoa Whoa, HA HA HA HA

sunday

hey ppl. 2day i woke up and it seemed like a regular day to me. u kno... how it is sometimes. lol.. so enyways, i got ready for church and we left. it was so weird there. i didnt feel like it sunday. i felt so weird in the church... like... i was out.. just watchin all ppl. hehehe.. i dont kno. i had some weird feelins n i was goin away wit mah thoughts. idk. i didnt feel it this spirit. lol. but there was one weird thing, i mean it shouldn be weird, but it was. there was this big family in the first rows. they had lil kid, wearin white clohtes, so i gues it was a baptis the lil kid. hmm., but the thing was.. hehehe.. the mom was polish n da father was spanish. lol.. the whole family was mixed so much. there were even some black ppl. it was so weird seein them. idk y. lol. so enyways.. wen the mass was done, we had to waite 40 mins, for mah sis, cuz she got some relgionm klass after mass. dammn,. i kno i kno. its borin, but wat can i do? eh. so we got home, n mah mom, she got sick. i guess its flu. dammn.. she spent whole day in da bed. idk. i hope she;ll feel better, cuz now its a lot on her head. dammn.. yeah.. now im waiting for mah homie. lol. wer goin to shirkely. lmao. yeah yeah. ima go n see his college n the campus wehre he lives. lol.. nice nice. intresting? lol. yeah yeah.. lol. later i will write to ya ppl how was it. lol.. yep. dammn. 2morrow stupid skool. i dont feel like goin . oh.. i hate skool. lol.. yeah yeah. n den i cant wait till tuesday n wed. ima babysitt this lil cute girl. i love her. shes mah baby girl. lol.. yeah yeah. its gonna b fun. oh well. i g2g now. get ready/ ight. see ya later ppl. love all !!!!!!!!

Let mE gEt CLEaR

Hey ppl. oH i Kno HeRe R sOme LovElY fOlKs, dAT jUsT cANt GeT eNoUgh

of ME. n DeY EvEN gO tO mAh siS bLog N WriTe SHit DeR iN POlIsH, lIKe sHES goNNa

UnDerSTaNd.. WaT kInD oF mOrOn Ya hAVE tO bE tO dO sUch a THiNg?? I jUSt

dOnt GeT IT, iMaGiNe aNnoNyMoUs sOMe1 WOuLd cOmE uP tO u N stRaT

cOnvErStaiON In SPaNisH.. WoUlD u UnDeRsTnaD soMeTHinG??/ Oh WeLL. I gUeSs

No WoRd woulD gOt tO uR mInD. bUt EnyWAyS ... Ya hVAe To bE VeRy VeRy Im

SayIN VERRRRRRY sTUPId tO dO such a ThiNg. HahAHahhAHa.. iTs LikE. wE

donT cArE wHoEVa uR . CUz Its SO sTUpiD Wat yA doIN..

bUt As I sAId BE4 In soMe oThEr NoTe. YaR jUst JeAloUs,

cUZ oNLy jEalOuS n STUPId PpL dO sUcH a BuLlShiT n EnyWayS. i

GuiEsS i KnO u. lMao. N u DiD BuLlShIt bE4 , Ur DoIN

BuLlSHit, N u AlWaYs goNNa GiVe PPl bUlssHit. n U KNo WHY !!! Da

FUnNY thIng iS thTA u kNO wHy... --------Cuz UR jUSt A PiEcE of

SHiT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahhahahahahahahha ... LauGhIn mAh ASS SO hArD ThaT i FaLlEd dOwn FrOM Da

chAir... hahah YA ARe JusT pIeCe OF shIt.,.. pIeCe oF nUTtIN.

hahahaha.. N I DONT GIVE A FUCK IF YA WRTE ME BACK IN POLISH N CALL ME

NAMES> CUZ I KNO MAH LEVEL N I KNO MAHSLEF> N I KNO WHAT KIND OF

PERSON I AM !! n IF MAH FRIENDSHIP MAKES U PUKE?? WHY DA FUCK U

CARE??????????????? WHY yoU CARE?? N WHy YA FaLlOw OuR lIfes?? .. hahaha.. BUT Ya

KNo WHy!!!!!!!! CUZ Ur NuttIN BeSIdEs a PIEcE oF sHIt.> !!!!!! YOU

ARE tHat KinD oF shIT tHAT pPL DOnT giVe A fUck, IgonRE ON Da STrEeT n Walk

WIT dA hEad Up, LAuGihIN In UR FacE !!!!!!!!!1 hahahahahhahahahahahaha

YEah YEah WeLL.. We aLL Are LauGHin In Your FAcE mORON>.. cuZ

soMeOne LiKe U HavE to bE rEalLy sTuPId to wRite to SomEonE iN PoLIsh n dA pErSon

EVEn DOEsNt hAVe A clUe WaT dA fucK yAr SyaiN, N WrItIn HeRe On mAh BlOg SomE

BuLLsHit Nn WaiStiN Ur OwN TIMe....N I sEe ur NoT sMArT EnOugh, hAHhahA> cUZ

evErYtIme WeN i BlOcKed ANnOnYmOus SiGns, Ya gO oN mAH Sis BlOg, hahAHhahA...

Wat kindA FUCkIN MOroN U ARE???????? PlEaSe TeLl mE wHo mAdE yOU, Cuz

ThEy nEEd To WorK On YOU MOrE . Ya PiEcE of ShIT !!!!!!!!!!!!

AND ONE MORE THING TO MAKE IT EASY FOR YOU MORON I'LL LET YOU LEAVE A COMMENT, SO YOU CAN TELL ME WAT U THINK AND CALL ME SOME NAMES AND THREATEN ME. Hahhaha CUZ I JUST REALIZE THAT LEAVIN ME A COMMENT ITS A BIG THING FOR YOU N THAT KIND OF STUFF MAKES YOU HAPPY N SATISFEADTED YOU. SO YEAH, GO AHEAD AND DO IT, CUZ THATS THE ONLY THING YOU CAN DO TO ME. YEAH.. You CAN LEAVE ME A STUPID ASS COMMENT THAT I CAN DELETE IT WHENEVER I FUCKIN WANT TO. HAHAHA... US RO STUPID.. I REALLY STARTIN TO FEEL BAd FOR YOU, hhaa..BUT YA KNO WAT?? IF YOU WILL GET SMARTER , I WILL GET niCER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I kNO i CaN !!!

I know I can
Be what I wanna be
If I work hard at it
'll be where I wanna be

Be, B-Boys and girls, listen up
You can be anything in the world, in God we trust
An architect, doctor, maybe an actress
But nothing comes easy it takes much practice
Like, I met a woman who's becoming a star
She was very beautiful, leaving people in awe
Singing songs, Lina Horn, but the younger version
Hung with the wrong person
Got her strung on that
Heroin, cocaine, sniffin up drugs all in her nose...
Coulda died, so young, now looks ugly and old
No fun cause now when she reaches for hugs people hold they breath
Cause she smells of corrosion and death
Watch the company you keep and the crowd you bring
Cause they came to do drugs and you came to sing
So if you gonna be the best, I'ma tell you how,
Put your hands in the air, and take a vow

I know I can
Be what I wanna be
If I work hard at it
I'll be where I wanna be

Be, B-Boys and girls, listen again
This is for grown looking girls who's only ten
The ones who watch videos and do what they see
As cute as can be, up in the club with fake ID
Careful, 'fore you meet a man with HIV
You can host the TV like Oprah Winfrey
Whatever you decide, be careful, some men be
Rapists, so act your age, don't pretend to be
Older than you are, give yourself time to grow
You thinking he can give you wealth, but so
Young boys, you can use a lot of help, you know
You thinkin life's all about smokin weed and ice
You don't wanna be my age and can't read and write
Begging different women for a place to sleep at night
Smart boys turn to men and do whatever they wish
If you believe you can achieve, then say it like this

I know I can
Be what I wanna be
If I work hard at it
I'll be where I wanna be

Be, be, 'fore we came to this country
We were kings and queens, never porch monkeys
There was empires in Africa called Kush Timbuktu, where every race came to get books
To learn from black teachers who taught Greeks and Romans
Asian Arabs and gave them gold when
Gold was converted to money it all changed
Money then became empowerment for Europeans
The Persian military invaded
They heard about the gold, the teachings, and everything sacred
Africa was almost robbed naked
Slavery was money, so they began making slave ships
Egypt was the place that Alexander the Great went
He was so shocked at the mountains with black faces
Shot up they nose to impose what basically
Still goes on today, you see?
If the truth is told, the youth can grow
Then learn to survive until they gain control
Nobody says you have to be gangstas, hoes
Read more learn more, change the globe
Ghetto children, do your thing
Hold your head up, little man, you're a king
Young Princess when you get your wedding ring
Your man is saying "She's my queen"...

hEhHe.. ThE ciTy RocKS !!!

hEh. i just woke up and im havin such a hangover. dammmn.. mah head's gonna explode... hhahaha... but its worthy. i had a great nite. lol.. i went to da city wit mah marszal from miss polonia thing dat i won. heh and we drove to the city, we wenmt to this fency restaurant at 5th avenue. it was awesome !!. hehe.. we had reservetaion at 9 so they sent us to get some drinks at the bar. dammn. i got apple martini wit lil cherry in. its good. i like it ... and i got so dizzy after drinkin one !!!. hahahaa... i didnt eat enything whole day. lmao. (almost), and i was kinda tired n shit.. so dats why i got drunk after one. but then we got to our table and we order some food and southwestern fries. the fries sucked. yacccki. the weirdest fries i ever aet in mah life. lmao. whateva. hehehe... so den we drunk one more and den we left the restaurant, we hit the bank...got some money and we went to EXIT, this Club in Brooklyn... dammmn... we got there, it was rainy, the weather sucked... n isnide it was kinda weird this time. they had like a runway in the middle of da club, n den we read some paper that says 2nite is fashion show... hahahahaa... so yeah, we had a chance to see the fashion show. it was suposed to start at 12, but it didnt, theyr always sooooo late... lmao... while we were there, i met mah friend Lukasz.. dammn.. we like "in a moment" got this beeeeautifl rossse for me.. hehehe.. i was in shocked. cuz it was like a middle of nite, n he still got rose for me. hehehe. this boy loves me..:) hehe.. hes a cutie;). lol.so anyways. we stayed there till 2 or something and den we left. i drunk one more apple martini, hehhee.. sooo good..:) n i was sooo out at the middle. i coudlnt keep mah eyes open. but i was "good". lmao. yep yep. den we got home.... n i couldnt open mah FuCkin door. i was standin outside, holdin roses. (cuz igot a rose from mah marszal 2. ) dammni love roses......:))))).. lmao.. so finally i got mad n somehow i opened, n den i rang the bell n mah mom woke up. hahahhaa.. she was like wtf ur doin. lmao. whateva... yep yep. n den i kno i cleaned mah face n i went to sleep. i was out. lmao. but it was fun.:P lmao, of korse more stuff happened... cuz im Katarina, the next american top model... hahahahahaha... oh well.. dreams come tru... so yeah... i'll write more deitals lata, cuz now i just wanna go back to mah bed...n chill for a while, cuz later im leavin for Brooklyn, n ima come back vvvvvvvvery late abt 1 or 2am. dammn.. heh. anyways ima see mah sis later.. yuuupi. ight... love ya all.. love ya Stelka:* see ya later sis

hello ppl

oh yeah. nuttin new. tottaly NOTHING> 2days thursday, this week passed really quick. we had the jewish holiday, so tthere was no skool.. hehe.. lucky me. :) hmm.. i hated 2day in skool. it was so stupid. we didnt do shit in klasses. it was so boring, n i guess 2morrows gonna be worst. We'r gonna watch a movie in mah part in gov klass; some boring ass movie abt constitution or something. God. and den in mah Weather klass.. kool kool. wer gonna watch the movie The Day After 2morrow. i like the movie, but i saw it few times so it doesnt make me so excited. lol. whateva. yeah, 2day this girl in mah last pieord klass made me so mad. Gosh.. shes like sayin nice things to me and shes like...pretendin shes thinkin n sayin to me that she didnt mean what she just said it. so im like ok, wheteva bitch, i dont need ur attention, but whats the point in sayin something nice n den a secs later be like.. forget i didin mean it. so.. fuck ya. Gosh. i dont kno why most of dis kids are such retardes.. its like dammmn... heh... European kids are such smart ppl. lmao.. at least we got math quickly n we dont need tracher to explain to us 20 times same topic.. ohhhh. hahah. Stelka u kno wat i mean?? lmao..., hmm.. yeah. we went on dat polish parade, i neva wrote how was it. Acctually it was awesome, i saw most of mah friends from old skool. it was like WOW. they were everythwere , heh n i saw mah ex-president of mah country, dat was awesome, cuz i neva saw like some1 famous from mah country. i was sooo excited. lol. im so gay. i kno:p but whateva. yyaaah.. n congrats to mah beauty doll, Stelka, she got in to FIT. im so pround of you. its like AWESSSOME. ya betta do good in der. I LOVEEEE YOU and i wish u the BEST !!!! oh yeah... so let me change topic, n 2morrow its fuckin friday. gosh. it seems like a borin day, but idk, we'll see. ight. theres nuttin to do. ima hit mah bed n fall asleep. i love sleepin, i could sleep whole day n nite, or just at mah bed...n do nuttin/. lol:). Love ya ll mah folks.:* kisses. n see yaaaa

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dOnT lEt mY cUtE fAcE fOOL YA !!!!!!

POLSKA 

hahahaha... CeSar n KataRiNa.:P ;)... hahaha.. i Got mAh ScarF POLAND on mAh HeAd:P cuttIE 

yyyyyyyyyyyyyeah., POLSKA = POLAND.. hEh... cUUUUUUUUTe 

hEhHEe.e. yEAahh. PolIsh PPl. ArE soO koOL. n Cute.. N AdOrAblE.:) LOl.. I juSt LOVe Polsih PPl. WeR sOOO kOOL:P hahaa... SOLIDARNOSC:P 

MISS POLONIA - GREENPOINT.. ohhhhhhh. :LAST YEAR I WAS ON DAT THING.. MISS POLONIA LI........ ohhhhhhh:( kinda misses dis year, but its ok, at LEAST I STILL GOT DA TITTLE>:P ahahahas..  

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hEhEHEEEEE... HApPy fOLkSSS 

POLSKA BIALO - CZERWONI !!;))))) KISSEES 

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ya yA... Ya cAN seE All ovA dA 5 AvE PpL WeARin REd N WHITEEEEEEEE !! uHu !! yEah,, POLAND:P lol  

hAhahHAa... YeAH.. I KNo DiS GuY. lOL.. i uSed tO gO tO dA sAME sKooL in Da CIty WIth Him:) lol.. niCeeee HAT 

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yOOOOOOOOO.. DIs Is mAh Ex_ PrEsiDeNt OF mAH COuNtRY - LECH WALESA.. DamMmN, Hes In Da HiSTOrY.... He StaNd uP agAints Da coMMUniSm fROm RuSsIaN.. lOl. IM sOOOOo ProUd Of mAh SelF, Dat i TooK sucH a goOd Pic !!!!!!!!!DammMN im The bEst:"P LoL.. n Of kOrSe, hEs driKiN voDkA?!. lOL.. CelEbrATiNnnnnng 

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lOl...mAh NIiGi MicHal, Mah bRo< n MAh NiGGa ToMek !!!! LoVA YAAAA 

LoL.. Me. MaH siS, n mAh bUdDy SebA..:)))))))))))) POLSKA:P  

mEEEEE n MaH siS... LOL.. YeaH yEaH.. Ya See Da cuTe HeArt on Mah cCHeek?? lol>.. LOVa yAA 

hahahaha.. yeah yeah datS me... LoOkin WeIrd. Lmao.. Even Ya PpL thINkI IOTs WeiRd, i Like it, i SaW dAt in a FashIon ShoW. loL.. itS dIRrFent n ANyWays, Mah CoUnTry IT hAs The FlAg - WhiTe n Red, SO iTs cUtE:P