oh well...

She’s got the kind of look that defies gravity

She’s the greatest cook

And she’s fat free

She’s been to private school

And she speaks perfect French

She’s so smart that you could marry her for being like that

Oh isn’t she cool

She pratices Tai Chi or some other shit

She’d never lose her nerve

She’s more than you deserve

She’s just far better than me.. isn't that what you want? Someone better...

Hey hey

So don’t bother

I won’t die of deception

I promise you won’t ever see me cry

Don’t feel sorry

And don't bother

I’ll be fine

But she’s waiting

She's sitting right there in front of you.. maybe waiting for your perfect move

So don’t bother, be unkind

I’m sure she doesn’t know

How to touch you like I would

I beat her at that one good

Don’t you think so?

She’s perfect high for you

She must think I’m a loser

I’m really a cat you see

And it’s not my last life at all

For you, I’d give up all I own

And move to a communist country

If you came with me, of course

And I’d file my nails so they don’t hurt you

And lose those moods and all stupidiy, and learn about football

If it made you stay, but you won’t, but you won’t

So don’t bother,

I’ll be fine, I’ll be fine, I’ll be fine, I’ll be fine

Promise you won’t ever see me cry

And after all I’m glad that I’m not your type anymore...

I'm glad that you looking for someone better than me

I'm glad that you won't get back with me

I'm glad that you don't like me the way you used to

I'm glad that you looking for someone smarter than me

Promise you won’t ever see me cry

I guess I'm waiting and waiting...

trying to change

to figure it out what to do to make it better

I'm doing it for you

I'm doing it for myself

And I'm trying everyday

but you don't even see

Maybe you don't want to

Maybe I'm not good at showing my change

but all I know is that I dont want to waite no more

Cuz it makes me thing.. Does he or he doesnt want me back...

but i promise you ... you wont see me cry..

dont worry

mA niGgAAA... SmiLe !!!! 

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oH... ANd AGain?? TaLkin On D FoNe?? Well>. IT sEEmS lIke WEr BOth Busy. hAHa 

JUst chIllIn WIt BlAck AzZ 

mE n Ma NIggA RavIN. Hahah. LOOK at Me.. Im ScrEamin At SomE1 Ove Da FonE, Dat PErSAOn HAd To b ReallY ANoyIN cUz i Dnt DO DaT> hAHaha 

Hmm>. I stIll have MA Tan, EVe nTHou ITs FreAkin DecEmbEr . nice. Im sO bLack. Haha 

DatS mE !!!!

hEy, Dats ME gEttIn REaDY tO gO OUt. LOl  

yeah, i wish i culd say that to you.. but yeah.. it nevas gana happen cuz the word "WE" doesnt exist nmore...............................

I wana say that I dont wana go another day like this...having thoughts of you on mind and thinkin that maybe we can still be together
so im tellin you exactly what is on my mind right now
Yeah... Some friends have their love together, they seem happy.
the others are breaking up and throwin their love away.
I wish I could live in paradise where everyone is happy and they all live in endless love.
I know I had a good thing wit you, cuz right now i realize how good you were to me.. yeah .. your words from last nite are in my head.. they repeating over and over.. its like a favorite song that stick wit me for a day or more

Yeah i though i could tell you that I know nobody's goin to love me better then you did
But now i see i cant, I dont want to. cuz i feel hurt. yeah i do. i dont kno why, i guess ur way of actin is showin me that thers no chance for us. so i said fuck dat, i dont wana show my feelins.. for what??.. its gettin only worst.. hahaha.. yeah
I wanted to say that I wana stick wit you... forever... cuz thers nobody that take me higher... that make me feel this way that you do.. but now.. i dont wana tell ya dis stuff. i changed my mind..

Yeah.. i thouhg we could do same thing as we did before. i though that we be same as we were be4. but now i see that past is past, n i have to accept dat. it kinda hurts, cuz i wanted get back wit ya and stick wit ya... but now i kno.. it wont work.... even tho i miss ya and i still love ya...

nobody's goin to love me better
Nobody's goin to take me higher
You know how to appreaciate me
Nbody's goin to make me feel this way

hey folks. long time didnt write here. well. yeah. haha it feels like in 23478645 years sorta... but its ma blog, so i can do wateva i wana. hmm.. a lot of shit happened in ma life latly. im even dammn angry that all this shit happened to me n it still happens.... cuz on days like these i have enough of everything. yeah, its fuckin 12:10 am, im mad tired after work, i worked from 2pm till 11:15. well.. i hope u feel ma pain. hahaha.. anyways.. i dont kno why but i feel shit, mad, and i feel like cryin. dammn !!! hahaha.. i guess i deserved all dis shit, cuz im a bitch. lmao. i DO shit to other people, and i dont even care about their feelings and their pain, and i do stuff to the point that its too much and then they hate me. oh. yeah.. n now i dont even kno wat to think. he says he cares about me, but then he acts like he doesnt give a fuck abt me next day. oh. the other one says he wants me but then next day he acts like he doesnt kno me... oh. i guess i deserved that cuz i hurt the first one and the second one i ignore.. like he doesnt exist for me. Both of them are sayin im sexy n beautiful.. all they wana is to get in my pants. n if i dnt give this to them, then theyr makin up their own stories and theyr talkin shit that neva had happened. well.. do i deser this?? i dont kno.. i guess i need some time to think over n find out my answer. hahahahaha.. the funny part its that i dont even kno what im talkin abt, but i bet some people understand me somhow. hahaha. yeah yeah. im weird, im krazy, im a bitch n slut. well. who thinks that FUCK YOU> i dont need ya in my life. hahaha.. nobodys even checkin ma blog no more. so it feels like im writing for myslef. well.. yeah. i just wana write wahetaver i have on mind i think i need this. just write and write and wirte, till i get tired. lmao. n i will say.. w/e im goin to sleep. hmm.. now dis boy IM me. lol.. yeah he wants to chill, but its fuckin 12:30 i dont feel like gettin out of ma house, just to hook up wit him lol. even tho hes a hottie. i dont wana do shit wit him. i just dont feel like it. ahahhahaa.. yeah ok. im feelin better, i wrote som shit that doesnt make sense, and noone cares. hahaha.. well. btw, ma bds cumin, i think its gana sux. nuttin special. n den xmas.. i ccant waite. i wana get all ma presents. lol.. n jump up n down n try all d new stuff n btw. ma parnets are takin me shoppin for ma bd, so thats sumehting excited. i cant waite for that. lol. ima buy mad shit. lol.. uhm.. beside that yeah, i wana go snowboardin wit ma nigga lotnik. hjahaha.. n sum other friends, but i dont kno abt this yet. ok. im out. i already said bye to all d niggas online. cuz i dnt feel like talkin to them, and im goin to take a shower. oh. bye bye ppl. hahahaha.