"No one can go back and make a brand new start... Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending" I belive that this quote its pretty clear for everyone and we all understand the main idea of it. Yeah in our words mean that you cant go back in time and change the past. There's no such a things as a time machine. Shit... Sometimes life is taugh and gives us hard times. Sometimes people make wrong decisions and later on there are painful consequences. We wish to go back in time and make the right choices, but we CAN't. How many times YOU wished to go back in time? Did YOU think about consequences during the time you made the wrong choice? I bet there's few of us that wish to change the past.... and there's more of us that didnt think of the consequences. Well I'm not here to teach anyone lesson or something. I'm not here to write an essay about how we can't go back in time and change the past. Nah. neither i aint gana talk how to make a better ending... Nah...
People say it's your life, and you think "Hell yeah, it is my life, but I'm here__ WIT you__ NEXT to you__ to let you kno that I need you in my life, That i want to learn some lesson from you, that I want you to be next to me and help me make the right decisions" DONT say it's my life and then turn your back on me.. Nah Nah.. that aint cool. Whers Friendship? Trust? Honor? Respect? Amdiriation?
Hell... You may think I anit noone to talk about trust, honor or respect.. cuz Im the one that blew that night.. but shit I aint scared of sayin whats on my mind in front of everyone. Yeah I do admit it that I made a wrong decision about not telling you everything... But you kno what? Sometimes you like someone so much that you afraid that if you tell them something that they DONT really want to hear THEY'R gana get mad at you and they wont speak to you. Maybe that's a bad thing ---> Hiding the truth cuz you dont want to hurt other person. Shit... maybe sometimes you should just say it whats on your mind and dont even Look at the others.. Shyt.. is it easier this way? Yeah. You tell me... Is it??? If yeah, then hell wit me, screw me, forget me, earse me, push me away, kill me, make me feel miserable, breake our friendship up. Just fuck it and go away. Do i want this? NO !!! HELL NO !!!. You see... Im not perfect, Nones perfect. I'm sayin I wana change, but I ain't doin shit in this direction. I may be a poser, I may be a loser, I may be a lair, I may be NOBODY for you right now.. but shyt... I made the wrong choice, and if you ask me IF I want to go back in time and change something I may say NO. WHY? hmm.. cuz I learn from my mistakes. I take the consequences. It may be painful, hard and make me feel like shit... but thats how it is. You do something and you learn your lesson. Lesson of your life. Would I do same thing in the future? I belive NO. Why? I guess I'd choose to tell the truth. I would chose to be an __A D U L T__ Think for a moment. I still act like a kid. I always had everything that I wanted and I still have it. That night when we were sitting at your friend's house, eating food and everyone was just chillin I felt so little, I felt so childlish. Shit.. It got to me that Im not even close to be as mature as you or your friends. I act like a little girl, not like a grown up. Shit..I cant change the past, but I can make a brand new ending. I can make better future. No matter what I want you to be in my life, cuz you are my friend and the only reason I didnt say much was cuz i Didnt want to hurt ya... but I guess it went the other way...
People say it's your life, and you think "Hell yeah, it is my life, but I'm here__ WIT you__ NEXT to you__ to let you kno that I need you in my life, That i want to learn some lesson from you, that I want you to be next to me and help me make the right decisions" DONT say it's my life and then turn your back on me.. Nah Nah.. that aint cool. Whers Friendship? Trust? Honor? Respect? Amdiriation?
Hell... You may think I anit noone to talk about trust, honor or respect.. cuz Im the one that blew that night.. but shit I aint scared of sayin whats on my mind in front of everyone. Yeah I do admit it that I made a wrong decision about not telling you everything... But you kno what? Sometimes you like someone so much that you afraid that if you tell them something that they DONT really want to hear THEY'R gana get mad at you and they wont speak to you. Maybe that's a bad thing ---> Hiding the truth cuz you dont want to hurt other person. Shit... maybe sometimes you should just say it whats on your mind and dont even Look at the others.. Shyt.. is it easier this way? Yeah. You tell me... Is it??? If yeah, then hell wit me, screw me, forget me, earse me, push me away, kill me, make me feel miserable, breake our friendship up. Just fuck it and go away. Do i want this? NO !!! HELL NO !!!. You see... Im not perfect, Nones perfect. I'm sayin I wana change, but I ain't doin shit in this direction. I may be a poser, I may be a loser, I may be a lair, I may be NOBODY for you right now.. but shyt... I made the wrong choice, and if you ask me IF I want to go back in time and change something I may say NO. WHY? hmm.. cuz I learn from my mistakes. I take the consequences. It may be painful, hard and make me feel like shit... but thats how it is. You do something and you learn your lesson. Lesson of your life. Would I do same thing in the future? I belive NO. Why? I guess I'd choose to tell the truth. I would chose to be an __A D U L T__ Think for a moment. I still act like a kid. I always had everything that I wanted and I still have it. That night when we were sitting at your friend's house, eating food and everyone was just chillin I felt so little, I felt so childlish. Shit.. It got to me that Im not even close to be as mature as you or your friends. I act like a little girl, not like a grown up. Shit..I cant change the past, but I can make a brand new ending. I can make better future. No matter what I want you to be in my life, cuz you are my friend and the only reason I didnt say much was cuz i Didnt want to hurt ya... but I guess it went the other way...
posted by barbiedollka86 at 11:45 PM
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Ladys and gentle mad, WE just heard the ruth and the best facts yeas i do agree with you, you feel that you eant to go in the past, but all that happened it probbaly happened for a reason. but you want to change but ther changes wotn even come out as you wanted it will never be. Anywas you willl get soemthing but you wont get the other thing. I get you sis everything you meant we talked abt it, ahhh When everything is perfect you see the world different when it turns black yuo really open ur eyes and see the pain, the world froma bove.. as more you get higher more it hurts to see.!!
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