Sometimes i wanna just erase this day.. and I CANT !!!
I already wrote a note in polish to all my polish friends about March 16 - 2004. I HATE this date... When Im thinkin of this day, i keep cryin and askin GOD "WHY ME?. WHy not someone else? Why not some... stupid boy, or some disrespectful girl?.. Why me and My family?" I have all those question and i cant find this one answer.. WHY ME? I try to find and i keep on lookin for this sweet, secret answer.. and i cant. I feel so helpless.. and so small. I guess I wont never find the answer WHY ME. I dont wanna talk about what happened, cuz YOU aLL whos close to me, KNoW Well what happened that day. It ruined my whole life. And I cant go back, I cant do shit to do something. All i have is this HUGE pain inside me, like a big broken heart in million of pieces. I cried that day, and Im criein now and i will cry. Sometimes i feel like i can talk about that and everything is allright, but after a moment i feel pain inside and everything gets bad. I hate March, from that time. Its bring the most painful memory in my life that happened to me. I hope that one time i will get over it, and a least i'd talk about it and not cry. But for now on, the pain is killin me and the feelin is gettin all over me...........
I LOVED YOU AND I WILL LOVE U FOREVER WITH ALL MY HEART !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVED YOU AND I WILL LOVE U FOREVER WITH ALL MY HEART !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
posted by barbiedollka86 at 11:56 PM
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czesc kasiu :** przepraszam ze tak dlugo nie wpisywalem sie na twojego bloga ale nie za bardzo ostatnio mam czas .. maturka sie zbliza i te inne sprawy w szkole trzeba oceny poprawiac :P i wiesz zreszta jak to jest hehe :D napisalabys cos po polsku cio bo dodalem cie do listy znajomy wiec moze cie odwiedzic tutaj wiecej polakow niz tylko ja :))) ok ja zmykam :** do nastepnego razu czarniutka :)))
aha i jeszcze jedno .. co sie stalo dokladnie kasiu ?? martwiem sie o ciebie ... daj znac jak mozesz i napisz co sie stalo jak bedziesz mi chciala o tym powiedziec :***
oh my god Kate what happend
but i think i am guessing .. but u can tell me when u r coming on friday ok
i wrote u already a comment down there on another blog
kate i feel so sorry for u
i think when i called u u were feeling so bad and u were sleeping and i am so so sorry that i woke u up i didnt know
but i just wnated to tell u that i am alive cuz my damn phone stuck in shit
U hate 16 i hate wednesday
Sister just be oK please. ok kisses and i miss u very mch
when u feel so bad my sun dies too and i feel sad to.. so babe please be alright
LUVS AND MISS YOU MY SISTER!!!!
Hey sweetie,
I want u to know that im allways gonnna be there for you.
AND THAT I WILL LOVE U FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.
So just call me or come over my house any time that u need to talk to someone, cause u know that i will allways listen to u. And i will allways try my best to make u smile ;). I hate it when ur sad so i will allways do something to make u happy ( even if it means making myself look stupid ). I want you to know that there will allways be a place in my heart for you. So u can allways count on me, no matter what happens. And i PROMISE that i will NEVER let anyone HURT YOU and if they do their gonna pay. Cause ur the love of my life and i dont want anything bad happening to u.
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND I SEND YOU 1,000,000,000,000,000,000 KISSSES.
[ put them wherever u want ;) ]
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