SomEthIng BeTtA THaN a MoVIE

hmm.. this note should be kinda special, n the tittle .. lol.. now it doesnt say a lot, but let me tell ya thwe store n den ya wil get wat it means. so, 2day my teacher was absent so we had this old lady. She was mad cool thou n very cute in someway. i like her, but eveyrone was so mean to her, cuz she fallows the rules, but whateva, she was old, so i had respect for her, I JUST hate ppl dat disrespect olderly. I cant take that BuLlShIt. whateva, so we wanted to watch a movie, and she said wer gonna DO something better than a movie, n SHe started to read this pics book for a lil kids. i Even started to looked at her weird, n think WTF> wer not retarded. but she wanted to show us, how to write un essay, wit all this stuff, openin sentesnce, conclusion n bla bla... so after she was done with her lil book, she asked us to describe someone or something in a paragraft. like in 5 snetences., but everynoe was liek Fuck dat, but then she made us to do it, n it came really good. When she read it my, she though its very nice, beautiful and she said she can even imagine the way my friend looks. CHeck it out/:

I'm going to describe my best friend Stella. She's from Moldovaand she came to this country at the same time as me. We met in High School in Manhattan. She's very beautiful, nature 16 years old girl. Her eyes are brown and she got this beautiful skind face; very clean and bright. She looks like a porcellan doll. What makes her special is the way she thinks and look at the world. She always appreaciate what she has and she got this heart full of warmness and kindness. She's very honest, loyal and respectfull. She likes to look good; like a lady and usually you can meet her at the mall. lmao:P:). ....
I have a lot of respect and love for her, beacause I've never met in my life someone special as she, who will stand behind my back NO matter what !!!.


hEhehehe.. Yeah.. I kno i can write more and more, but in skool i didnt want it to write an essay, it was supposed to be l abt 5 sentences but i just couldnt describe mah Sis STelke in 5 sents. LoL.. Everyone likes it, and they were like "wow.. dats really nice" heh:P. lol.. yeaaaah. at the end of the klass, WE ALL came to an conculiosn that writting the discription of someone it was really better than watchin a movie, cuz we could express ourselves, and see that we really care and love that person./;

hmmm....

Yep yep YeP.... heh... uhmm... Yetserday i had such a short day at skool. i like it, i missed tuesday, so on Wed, ever1 was like.."oh.. i missed you " n bla bla..:p lmao. so yeah, n den mah dad picked me up from skool mad early like at 1:30, so i could go to the city n meet wit mah sis, n go 2geda to ReDekEn !!!!!!;). So yeah/// We spent time togeda, it was awerosme, we had so much to tell to each other. lol.. n den we got mah new pics for mah portfolio.. oh i love them, im such a good model. im so proud of mahself. i did a good job. lmao. ima put some of them here, so ya ppl can see. lmao.. but dats for lata. .. hmm.. yeah, 2day, freakin Thursday. i hated, it was so kold in skool. dammn. i hated it. n i was so bored. gOsh, there was nuttin to do. lmao. N da weather... it was so dark out that it just deprested me n made me soooooo sad. lmao. but im good now. n wne i left skool i was good 2,, but a lil angry, idk Y. lmao. so yeah, i went for this job interview in oceanside, cuz mah mama is yellin at me, dat im not gonna be beautiful for eva. lmao. n someday i wont do anymore this modelin stuff, so i betta learn some other stuff till im stll young. lmao. so yeah.. i dont even kno how to cook, but i dont care, cuz i dont wanna learn how to kook,. even thou its a GIRL thing. lmao.:P one girl, yelled at me, cuz of dat reason, she said Shame on Me, dat i cant cook. LMAO... screw her/. im not da kinmda person, sittin home, in da freakin kitchen n cookin dinner for others. lmao. i like to have fun, go out, get fucked up.. lmao.. n party whole nite... but ndis town LB, so borin here, there is nuttin to do. i hate it. whaetva. so yeah. now im home, kinda bored. n ima go n studdy some vocabulary for 2morrow. i have freakin test from mah english klass. i sucked at it, i already kinda fall both. lmao. cuz i neva study, i hate it. lmao. buuuuu i hate a lot stuff. but not really. im aN AngeL !!!!!:). ;) xoxoxo.

oH WeLl, DaTs mE. In dA mIidlE oN NOWHERE !!!??? LMao.. Im In Da MidDle Of Da GrEatEst CiTy EvA> i Love NYC.. lol.. I lOVe ALl Dis PpL, N All Dis nOiSe n EveryTHing. iTs gReAT!. i EnjOY EvEryTIme WeN i gO tHEr. lol... LOVA NYC !!!!;) .... n MACYS 2. lmao.:P 

oOOooOOoOOo YEah.. HalOoWeen;s coMin.. Ppl alReAdy R bUyIn stuFf. N mE N STelka R jUSTb fuLLIn AroUnd, HAvIN gOod tIme. loL.. i LoVe Dat !!!!!!!!!! UR thE bEst !!!! 

Yeoooooo YeOoooooo... HEhHe.. SeXy DiVAs !!!!! StElkA & KatE. lOve Ya SIS !!!!!! 

hEhEHe... Just chIlLin aT UnIon SqUarE, hAvin fUn . lMao.. We GOt aTtenTion From mAd Ppl> lMao. iTRt Was FunNy.  

HelLo HeLo.. Its Me TalKin On Da PhOnE. lMao. i Bet I Was TalKin tO cEsAr At Dat SpeCial TiMe. lMaO...:).. TaLk TaLK TaLK...:)  

yeAaaaaaaaaaaaHh

MoNdAy - 8:42 .. lmao... GetTin WaStEd wIt cESaR. Lmao. @ hIs HoUSeeeeeeeeee ... lol....

SupEr DaY

Hey PpL, Oh. i DiDnt WriTe HerE fOr a Long TiME, bUt WaTEvA, AALL I wANna Say iTs Dat HmMmm.. i Had GrEat TimE wiTh mAH SIs ON FriDay Nite in Da CiTy And I lOVe mAh DaY ON SatUrDay wIth Sis In UniON SquArE<> lOl..sO yEah, Let mE bEgIn fRom ThE vEry FriDay mOrnIn, i WokE uP, anD i Was So sLow Dat I gOt TO sKOOl lAtE, EvEN thOU mAh dAd gAve A rIde, But WatEVa, sO yEah, ALl I dID in SkOol WaS ThInkIN aNd ThinKIn And coUlDnt StoP miSsIn mAh bABE, ANd Thinkin Abt chjIlIN wIth mAh DoLl STelKa.:). Oh... Yeah, i Got HoMe AftER thIs LonG Day, n I tOOk shOwEr n GoT in Da TrAIn, IT WaS kOOl, i ReAd mAgAzinE - SeVEntEen, sO i Got to pEnn mAd QuIcK., iT WaS gOod, n Den I sAw HER - Stelka. n We WalkEd to Her HouSe. uHu... i Love HEr houSe, iTs So WarmTh And HEr pArenTs.. i JUst Love hEr fOlks, i FeEl like wEr A OnE bIg FamIlY:)./ niCeeeeee.. oH AfTA dAt We Left fOr AuDiENcE wiTh modeLs. DamMn They ToLd uS, We Are ToO sHoRt !!!!!! lmaO.. buuuuu I sEe in Dat BiSenNsE Ya bEttA bE tAlL, clEvR, anD bEauty tO gOt WatchA yA waNna, ThEy WanTed TaLL uS GiRls, ABoVe 5'9 And HighEr. i Was Like WOWWWW... TheY HavE to B MaD TaLL. bUt WhatEva, SO We WalkEd to RoCafEllEr CenTer JUst to ChILL Der And Den We WalKed To TrUMP ToWeR<> VeGetAbles. lMao. It Was FunNy. IT WaS sUpEr !!!!!!. lol.. so yEah yeAH... Den I tOoK L Train N i WeNt tO bnRoOklUn to gO hOme With mah PArEnTs. lol.yEaH YEaH YEah. hmmm... Yeah yeAH. i Got hOme abT 5 Or SOmeThing.. lOl. It Was FuN, i HAd A gReat Time Wit mAg Sis.:) LOVE YOU> UR THE BEST STELKA>:). kISSES an SEE YA SOOOOOON !!!!!!!

Yeah. you im a bitch like its a bad thing... 

Yep.. N dAts ME.:) cuTiE!!!!! 

buuuuuuuuuuuuhahahahhaa... tru tru.. I'm LIke YOU, But the THing in HEre ITs That IM BETTER THAN YOU... lmaoooooooo  

There is this THING called LIFE, maybe YOU should GET ONE...

I'm like you, ONLY bEttEr !!!

You say I'm a BITCH like its a bad THING.

Please take a number & stick it up to your ass...

Let's play HIDE & GO fUcK yourself !!!

ThAt'S HOT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Beauty fades with time, but mind eventually craps out too.

Becasue I dont care, doesnt mean I dont understand.

Do I LOOK like I'm INtReStEd ??

DONT do what I do but do do what I DONT do.

I don't want to, I don't have to, You can't make me...

holla PPL

oh. hey ppl. last time i had chance to put something new it was weeks ago. oh. a lot new stuff happened in mah life. i got betta in skool. i thoough this year's gonna sux, cuz im b alone, witout mah babe, n oda stuff, but its gettin kool. im makin new friends every single day. lmao. its betta. n i joined 2 clubs. -s.a.d.d - students against drunk drivers and Senior Club, since im a senior. lol. yeah... oh.. everything s good. i got mah haircut. it was supposed to be like ashlee simpson, but dis freakin woman was retarded. she made me cry, i yelled at her how much she sux and i left her saloon, but few hours lata i acctually liked mah haircut. and everyone says i look great. lol.. so dats a plus. lol.. yeah. few weird things happened to me. like. i was in klass and dis girl came to mah klass, just to see me, cuz her firend thinks im a beauty. so she just came, she stare at me, and she left the room. i was like "WTF?" haha.. n den dis girl talked to me n she said she wanted to show me to her friend, cuz i look gordgoes. so i was like oh... dats explain this weirdness. lmao. and ever since i have klass wit dat girl, she looks at me, and she compalins me. wow.. 2day one girl said, da she got obssesion abt me, and the way how im pretty. lmao.. dats mad funnny, but wateva. so yeah.. dis week ima go to the city and see mah sis. i cant waite to chill wit her and sleep ove at her house. lol.. anyways. i like mah gym klass. i got madf ppl der and mah lil friend Steph. heh. shes mah lil nigga. mad funny girl. lol.. yeah, and last time i played tennis wit one boy. i was mad good. hehehe.. yep yep///:). oh...anyways. i wanted to wqrite like a long note, but i forgat wat i wanted to write. so sajonraa for now. love ya folks. miss u beautiful Stellka. cant waite to see you:********* love youuu

cOLLiDe

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind
I somehow find
You and I collide

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

LoL. i Got Hair Cut.. LOL... LoOkiN cUte')./ lol... iGht.. LuVzzzz 4 @mah niGgaS:) 

oHhhhhh........ I Love Dis Pic. They Both LOoK sO cuTe. mAh BabE n mAh HoMiE). hEhEHehEE..:). SenDin soMe luuuVZzzz to Ya GuysS!! kISSEsS:* 

holaaa ppl. oh i got a lot of time, n im kinda bored, so let me write you abt mah skool. so im not new, but i still feel like im mah first days in dat skool, cuz evry1s askin me, if im new, n all this other stuff, n i dont kno a lot abt custom of dis skool. but its mah last year so its gonna go on a roll, not on a bagel. lmao Let me tell ya wat intrestin abt dis skool. so here is like 1000 students, each of us is diffrents as fuck from another,.. and dats a good thing, so imagine... im walkin on da hallway, n i see this WHITE (as milk) tall, us GIRL> she got short black hair, make up, and she looks a lil gothic. so im like.. ok.. some new girl, da shes gothic, wit no titties. wahetva. but den i hear some conversation abt her, in mah klasses, dat actually its a BOY dat wants to be a GIRL. so im like freakin out... n thinkin its not possible becuase she looks tottaly like a girl, she got high heels, lipstick, skirt or dress and its a GIRL. n all mah friends are like NO, its a boy...--tranvested ? yeah. so from klass to klass and from the teacher to teacher we all found out, dat its a BOY, hes name is Nicolas,but he likes to be call NICKI. He wants to be a girl, but he doesnt keep in secret da hes a BOY> he goes to BOYS bathroom, and BOYS locker room to change for GYM. He looks like a girl and he acts like a girl, but hes a boy. One time teacher said to him "YOU ARE late YUONG lADY" and he answered" im NOT A LADY". wOw... its weird, its creepy, im kinda scared of him, but i guess hes not danger or antyhing. i just have some phobies of such ppl. well.. so imagine i saw him yesterday and he was stittin few seats farther than me, n i could hear him talkin and laughin. it was so weird. i felt like eww. lol. but wahetva. its his life. and even thou hes a weirdo, i feel some respect for him, cuz here in LOng BEach there is a ot krazy, unemotional students, that hates such freaks. and he got these bulls to stand up for who he wants to be and even thou evey1 thinks of him as a gay, or freak, or weirdo, or creepy, he still makes friends and he is who he wants to be. datrs kinda awesome, dat he got such a psychic at this young age to tell ppl dat under his lil dress he got penis, and hes aboy. lol.. wish him good luck with his life. and hopefully hes gonna get some big ass chest and look like a real GIRL. lmao.

Oh.. I lOVe FridAys, lmao

Oh. Gosh, i woke up 2day at 6:30 to eat some big breakfast n do some other stuff b4 i'd leave 4 mah bus at 7:30. So.. i couldnt get up from mah bed, i was so warmth, n i was dreamin something abt mah babe... n wen i though abt gettin up n gettin ready for skool, i felt like ima cry. hahaha. but i didnt, im a big gurl. lmao. so i left 4 skool, n i hated wit the time i enter the skool doors, oh Gosh. i went to da freakin library 1th period to read mah book for enlgish klass n du some hw. Yeah, mah 2nd pierod was Math. hahaha. i was supposed to have a test, but mah dummy teacher didnt make a copies of the test. i mean she did make copies, but of the wrong tests 2 times. i was like "nice nice.. but dats dummy as fuck" lmoa... so enyways, we learn some new stuff.. n den i got to mah 3rd period. oh it was allrite. but i was mad tired, n we were readin some things abt constituition. i didnt want to, n i felt kinda scared dat teacher gonna tell me to read, but he didnt, so i was like "uhu". hahahahaaa... may be next time ima read. oh.. wateva. mah 4th peiord was stupid weather in your life. dat klass sux, but its small, n der are some ok ppl. so wateva. oh Gosh... den 5th period i though ima spend alone in cafe, cuz my firends ...theyr like disappear or something, so i was like fuck dat, n i hitted on library to read some magazine, n mah 2 niggas were der. so i was like'wtf. i was lookin 4 ya, n ya'rre here." haha.. yeah... it was krazy, we were talkin n makin fun of each other.lmao. 1 of mah friends even bite me on mah arm. i was in shocked dat he did something like dat. lmoa... oh. den after fun i got to this stupid esl klass. oh. i think dat the teacher now in esl klass, shes such a bitch. omG. i cant stand her. shes sooo annoyin, n shes noisy. she'd like to kno everything, even thou its not her bisness. bla bla.. fuck it. 43 mins passed n mah ceramics klass came... its fun der. n den the worst peirod eva. oh GGG... english.. duuh... these girls ova der.. are fuckin retarded. om GOsh. they were fuckin farted in klass n shit. n no one was laughin, all of us were like WAT THE FUCK IS DAT..? lmao.. but after few times we started to laugh, n thinks how stupid they are. oh.... wateva... but ThInk..! ur a freakin girl. u should have some manners, n beauty in you, not fuckin fatrin like a nasty boy, ewww... such a tomboy. yacccki... wateva.. its their choice. so yeah. now i have my lovely, small ass klass- studio in advertasin. its ok. i got mah niggas here, its fun, but its kinda quite wen every1 gets in focuse n start drawin stuff. lmoa. but its mad kool. on Monday wer gonna start duin some stuff on computers. so im kinda exited. lmao. hope its gonna b fun n i'll learn some kool stuff abt advertasin. ;). oh.. so dats all. the bell's gonna ring at 2:50 n den ima go n get mah stuff from mah locker, n go home. oH... finally. im so happy dat 2days Friday. i can forget abt fuckin skool, relax myself. n dnt think abt doin mah hws, or readin studpi book. lmao. ;) so im @@LL gOOD !!.. yep yep. Sista, miss you very much, I cant waite to see u. i hope i can see you on Saturday, i'll call u 2morrow, and tn to see whats goin on.;) oh.. i got mad stuff to tell u. u'll b totally suprised. lol.. LOVE you very much dolce:****/
Heh.. n oh. yesterday on Thursday was mah 1th anniversary with mah baby !!!. wow.. im so happy wit him, hes the best thing that could eva happen to me. I LOVE YOU CESAR !!!/ hehe.. miss you. kiss you.. love you;)./;**********.

BaCk tO skOOl ?!!@

aj aj aj... caramba... wat can i tell ya ppl? buuhahhaa.. i bet the same sit as every1 esle, dat skool started n it SUX !! hell yeah., skool DOES sUX !!! oh. i missed mah first day on Wed, cuz here in LB we had first day on Wed, but wateva, i went on Thursday n i was like"i dont wanna go" but then i checked out mah classes n i have to say it, i like them. They @ were kool. in mah math klass i got all mah niggas:p lmao.. its mad kool. i got mad ppl from the last year, so its all good n the teacher its nice. yeah.. buhahaha. i hate mah english klass. again.. all this retarded kids. buuuuu... i hate mah english klass. but fuck them. lmao. so wateva. i got some new klass WEATHER in ur life, i think its kinda intresting. i'll c. so enywayssss thursday was k. n on friday i changed mah schedule, cuz they gave me Studio in Drawing, but i dont like it, i dont kno how to draw that good. n im not intrested in dat. so wahetva, they gave me new klass Studio in Advertasin. i think its much betta, n more intrestin n i can help me in mah future. maybe.. hahaha.. wahetva. so yaeah, n next semester i;ll have computer repair. lol... thats kool. may be i will learn somethig abt computers, so i wont have to ask Cesar to repair mah computer everytime wen it broke down. lmao. heheh.,. its gonna b ok. its mah last year in high skool. so i hope it will go fast n i;ll do good. i have to join some clubs 2. cuz its good for college, n other sutff. i will see how its gonna go. ;) heh.. oka doka... 2day its freakin satruday. i woke up at 12, n mah family came from brooklyn, cuz its Thoma's' bd, so we gonna have some party. lol. yeah. i went wit mah aunt n mah sis on the beach for 2 hours, n we just got back. n im waitin for mah turn to take a shower. lmao. hihihi.. yeah. so idk.. i hate MONDAYS> i dont want this weekend to be end. dammmn !! i HATE SKOOL !! ohhhhhhhhh. buuuuuu on SKOOL !!. lmao... oka doka. Ya ll take care n have FUN in skool. DO GOOD !!! n DNT CUT UR CLASSES, cuz dats NOT GOOD:p lmoa. espesially for SENIORS 2006. :P hehhehe... ight. bye bye ppl. LOVE YA ALL> BIG KISSES !!!!!!

hahahahahaaaaaaaa FUCK YOU TO ALL ANNONYMOUSSS FROM ME N MAH BABY>>>>> lmao:P hihihihiiiiiiii;) 

heheee... Me n BabY !!!!!!!;) LovE yOU  

4eVe Cesar ;)

If every word i said could make u laugh i'd talk forever
uhu forever
I ask the skies just what we had
it showed forever
Forever...Forever.. I've been so happy lovin you

Let the love i have for you live in your heart and be forever

dedicated to mah baby:* Love youuuuuuuu;)

bLinG bLiNg !!!!! wuuuuuuuuuusssssssssssssss gOOd??????????????

wus gOod? wAts poPPiin gAngSta? lmao. lol.. so yeah. 2day i woke up and i wasnt feelin blue, like last nite. heh.. so i got ready, eat some breakfast and i left wit mah lovely family for BrooKlyn, First we got to Boro Park to visit mah grandpa, hes in hopsital and hes much betta. hopefully everythings gonna be great at the end of this month with him... !:* xoxoxo. and we stood there like for 20 mins, just talkin and chillin. and den we left for GrrEEEnPoINt !!!! yeaaap./ we got to mah gammys houseeee n we aet some soup n we packed some stuff that she had for us and we drove to mah uncle's house:> yep. mah kuzyn bd was, so we got some gift for him and we aet this yumi cake and den my bro and me and mah older kuzyn left for manhattan. ove der we met mah sista n we started to shop !!! o mah Gosh we were walkin down the broadway to 28 street, lookin for that cheep, stolen clothes. We were kinda scared. All around these black niggas and gangs. dammn and we 3 WHITE kids. lmao.. it was kinda funny n they gave us these weird looks, like "wat the hell"' lmao, so yeah, we were walkin on da street n some nigga asked Tomas if he wants to buy some shoes, and he was like yeah, so we stood in a big line, waiting for an elevator, n den da nigga was like ';lets walk on da stairs/ i didnt kno to whcih floor, but we walked to freakin 6 FLOOR. omGosh. i was so tired, i could feel my muscles. he was makin fun of me n shit dat i got so tired, but i was like "man, i do not exercise like u every day. " lol. so whateva.. we got there, all tired and we saw all this mad cool stuff, we had to b quite, n the lpace was mad small, it was like an office, n back door they had all this stuff, it was kool, bags from gucci, coach, christian dior, and all this other expanisvie stuff, they also had sun glasses mad kool. i like it, heh... so yeah, we left da store wit nike shoes, and we walked to see otha stuff, we got inside few stores, mah bro bought some pants, n lata we decided to go back to 34 street n go to the mnhattan mall. yeah, i bought some stuff 2, it was kool to shop wit Stelka n mah bro, heh, we should do dat more often, it was funny and we did sometheing new. i wouldn neva eva walked by mylef down der on browdawy, da place was scareyyyy.. lmao. so we took some kool pics, n we bought some more stuff, i bought a gift for mah bro, cuzx hes bd comin up on septmeber 10th, heh and den abt 7 we got on da train to long beach, lol... we were so tired, my feet were killin me 2, :p hehe, but i bet not as much as Stella's:P lol..':P buuuu.. so wen we got home, we chilled a lil bit, and den i spent evein wit mah babe:P it was kool. we did some krazy stuff/ lmao. he was liftin me on da street n throwin me in da air. lmao.. it was so kool. i like it. :P hihi. so yeah. love you Cesar !!!!!!:* heh ur mah babe:* love you Stelka. u r mah sista:p heheheheeeee:) love ya all.. ur mah niggas...... LMAO !!!!!!!! hahah crackin up :

BLING BLING NIIIIIIIIIIIGGA !!!!!!!! hIHi..i Was TakIN Da Pic. lMao . hih. iM gOod. lOL... HeLLo to mAh niGGas......... mah brO anD maH siSTa ForVEaAAAAAAAAAAAA!! xOxoxooXXOooXOxoxoO 

uHuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu -__. ZakoCHanA pAra, TomEk N StElkA. lmao. cUTe cOupLe:P hIhi.. lOVE YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

hEhE... WaTs uP gAnGsTA?? hIhI... I wAs in BrOOKlYn, VisITn mAh GrnAdopA n TakIn a PIc wiT ma BiG bRo !!!! lOVe hIM to DeaTh !:) hIh..:) kISsEs.. wuuuuuuuuuusssssssssssssssss upppppp !!!!!!! yA betTa dnT fUck wiT uS:P lmao. 

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### im sittin here... thinkin of new day,
i have like a milion thoughts on my mind
i cant chose one of it and thinkin straight
im so confused about things
i dont know what i want
and i dont know what to think
i feel so miserable
i wanna cry
my life its like this roller coaster
that goes up and down and up and down
feelin kinda blue, but what can i do?

nnnnnnnnnnnnn mE n STelka @ dA pArTy. juSt chILlin NExt tO da TablE. gEttIN somE rEst.. Dammn>. dRInkIN somE SODA !!!!!  

hahahahhahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... Wat a biG ASSS EyES !!!!!!!!! lmao........ hAve Fun 

ewwwwwwwwwwww.. lmao.. hahahhaa.. We WeRe kRazy. Dat Was Da Day AftA dA paRty. jUSt lYin on MAh bEd.. n tAkin WeIRd Ass piCs. lmao.. 

lOL.. in mAH hOuSe. gEtTin ReAdy For Da PArTyyyyyy.. hEHhe.. n GetTin soMe pICsss 

uuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhuuuuuuuuuuu !!! sExy Cesar.. hEhHEehehe.. hE wAs mAd At Dat TiME, @ mE. idk Why> WhaTEVa. bUT gUEsS waT? HE doEsNT lOOK mAd At ALl. LOOOOOOOOVE YA 

dAts me.... lOOkin mAd... lmao.. iDk... liKe mah hAIr? lmaO.. 

hey ppls. oh.. mah last note was abt gettin ready for the great nite... hehe.. so yeah, now i wanna write how was it. So as i said be4 i went to meet Stelka at 2:43 and den we came to mah new house. SHe didnt see it be4 so i gave her a tour around mah house, i showed her eerything and we were just chiillin, watchin some tv, eatin n we left for roller blade. dammn.. this made so tired, and i put mah borther's roller, they were so big. it was like size 10 or something like dat. it was difficlut for me to roller in such a big rollers but i didnr fall down or anything, so its ok. we had this winter warm socks, our feet were burnin and stuff. lmao. wen we got home, i put this sick movie dat i have at mah house "american psycho" lol. i kno Stelka wouldnt like dat, but whetav, there was nuttin else, da movie i think its kinda sick, but its ok. its abt this sick guy, that he likes to get rich bitches and den fuck them n kill them... eww.. lmao.. and he works in this big firm, and hes rich 2, but hes sick. lmao... so whaetva. it was gettin lat, abt 6, Stelka took shower, and afta her i did, and we started to do our hair and other stuff. everyone started to gettin ready for the party... dammn it was so busy in mah house. we couldnt find aplace to sit down and do our stuff. oh:(... but whateva.. lol.. mah mom helped us to do our make-up and den we put our dresses and we were all beautiful. Den we waited for Cesar, like always... lmao. he was supposed to b here at 8:15 or something like dat and at this time he called me that his pants ripped. lmao... so den we waited another 15 mins for his slow ass, and den he got here... he looked nice thou, and he changed his pants for a good one. lmao. it was ok. we all got in the car and den we left for the party at hempstead. heh.. i was kinda worry to leave my friends alone; Stelke and Cesar, cuz everything was so in polish, so i thougu they can feel weird or whateva, but they were ok. i couldnt b with them like for an hour. i had to b in some room, hiddin from everytboyd.. hahaha.. oh. so mah whole family went inside the club and they got their table and i guess they were just chillin for an hour there, and in that time i met new ppl i was talkin to all girls abt last years and how i won miss polonia 2004. some of them were nervous and they wanted to their best, heh no wonder why,. i felt them. lol/ and den the guys from marines came. they all loooked so cuuuuuuuuuuute.. hehehe.. they were mad cute and tall and nice..:) lol.. so yeah, every girl was supposed to choose one of them and i had to choose 2 of them. lol ., they were walkin with us. that was so cute. i love it. lmao.. and yeah, so i got two cuties.... and i was just chillin wit them, wen rest of girls and boys left fot their contest./ oh the funny thing is that the contest was for both GIRLS -mISS and BOYS MISTER POLONIA. lol.. they had only 5 girls and 3 guys. it sucked. and eveyrhting was soooooo messed up. last year it was so much betta, wen i was in, there were 10 girls, and we had to answer a guestion and everything. it was much betta, than this year, but wat can i do? nuttin. so whaetva, wen my turned came i was mad exiting and i had mah boys next to me. it was awesome. and i went in front of all this ppl. they all were cherrin for me and clappin and they all were screamin and stuff. i felt so good. like a lil princess. lmao...... it was awesome feelin. i wont neva forget. heheheee/// it was great.. pppl. were still comi8n to me and takin pics of me and congratulating me one more time.. i was like..."dammn but i won last year, waite for the new miss polonia 2005." and they all were "it doenst mattter, your so beautiful" hehehe... it was amazing. i had really great time.. and all the attention was on me.. LOVE IT.:P lmao... hahaha... and i also felt so good, cuz mah sister was there Stelka, And mah bf Cesar and whole mah family... they all were sp proud and so happy for me...:) nice nice:). LOVE YA ALL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YA ALL 4EVA in mAH HEART !!!!!! so yeah... i was standin in front of everyone, ppl were takin pics and smilin to me and the jury didnt kno whos should win the next miss polonia, so they took the break, and they let us dance and have fun for a lil... and i had all this stuff on me. the bid red coat, crown, heheh and i was dancin ehehe in front of all.. lmao. i was kinda not comftable, i was mad hot with this queen coat, but i took it. heh.. so den the jury came again, and they told us whos next, and it was a shocked for everyone !!!!!! dammn... the girl, she was ok, but she wasnt that nice to be miss polonia 2005. for real. she was kinda ugly. and the boy.. imisster.. i think he deserved. he was kinda cute, veryu stable and nice. so yeah, i gave away my crown, i was so exitited at dat moment, i was like "dammn. all the eyes on us...-on me and miss polonia 2005". hehehe.. it was great, and afta that we had a party, we could dance, drink, do wahetva u want. i was mad buys even thou. mad ppl wanted to dance wit me, but i wanted to b wit mah friends, but all the time wen i left the table some1 had to ask me if i wanted to dance, but i said "lata, im busy now" lmao.. yeah. it was awesome:). hehee. the nite was great. i love it... jheh n i kno i should write abt dat long time ago, but i didnt have the interntet, so now im puttin few words abt dat. heh..:) love ya folks.

mE, Stelka, nnnnn mAh bAbe.. lol... We aLL loOOKed gReat !! i kno i kno... thank u tahnk u.:p hgeehehe... cUtEEEEEEEEEEE 

daTS me 2. getTin fLOweRs for bEinG thE miss PolonA 2004. Dat wAs cUteeeeee 

oooooooo yeah yeah yeah.. datS me.. MISS POLONIA 2004... with mah 2 men !!!!! hehehe.. the one on da left (i guess) the one dats lookin @ me, he was soooo cute:p heheheeeeee n so nice..:) hihi.. it was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeee