So many people tell me that they visit my blog everyday and every time they tell me I ask myself if its true or not. N im wonder how that can happen. You may think I'm a bitch, and you may think that when Im walkin down the street I think I'm a hot shit and all this stuff. Nah Nah, i know some pppl think liek that, but it aint me at all. I dnt givbe a fuck, Sometimes i dnt even consider myself as a pretty girl. I may be a model and have sexy pictures and every guy after me, but seriously sometimes im lookin at the mirrow and im like WtF. ha ha ha.. yeah. you may think im full of shit, or somehting n im just bull shittin everyone rite now, but nah nah. it aint me. Only the real friends kno me, they kno me deeply, truly and madly. I may say .."oh i dnt give a fuck abt all d haters" n i really dont. i read ur message, i laugh, and i think too myslef for a second... why she hates me so much? what i did to her?, but this thoughs go away really quick, cuz its my life and i kno myself. You can say that Im a bitch and i kno who i am. You can say Im a hoe and I kno who i am. I kno what i do. I kno my value. Sometimes I think that some people are perfect and I wish I could be just like them, but then life gives you so many suprise that sometimes you can even believe. Life is so frekless, so delicate. Every day I learn something new and i discover something new. I have to admit that sometimes the new stuff may be painful and rough, but sometimes its the other way, sweet and beautiful.'

Yeah, think for a sceond about your life. So many memories. There are these good ones and these bad ones. All of the kinds. When people ask me, whats the worst thing you've ever done, i try to think n i can;t find the answer. You kno why?: It's beaucase I try to leanr everytime I do something. Theres no regrads for me. I dont say I wish i cudl go back in time... for what?? You learn something new everytime...

LIFE

Life, thats a main idea of my note today. What is life? Why do we care? Why is so difficult for us to search for the meaning of life ? Where we can find the answers for our questions?
If someone ask me "what is life", I really wudnt know what to say or what to write, i would like to give you guys sum nice definition of life and persudae you guys to think same way as i do, but i cant even find an answer for this question, yeah whats is life? this question is so easy, its only 3 words, and the answer seems so fuckin difficult. I may say that life is the time that we have, its the thing that human beings have. Life is something full of suprise. Its hard and weird, difficult and painful, sweet and beautiful, gorgeous and smooth, nasty and dirty. You can go on and on wit this kind of things, but for me life is something precious. I realize that i have only one life, and its only my!!!. and no matter what.. no one can take this away from me.., In life you have to make choices. You make choices every day and every second. Life is all about makig choices and decision. Think how many times you have to make choices durgin the day. You wake up in the mornin and you make choice to sleep a minute more or get up and go staight to bathoorm, n then pee or look at mirrow or what.. choices.. n choices.. But anywayz..... life is something more than makina a choices, its about respect and what your goin to do with your life. You have to have sum goals to inspire yourself,. follow your dreams.

Sooo CLaSSic n ElEgAnt. Hell YEah. lOl 

Ohhh ShiZZlE mA NIzZlE !!!!!!!

concited

See this aint nuttin that you use to
Out of the ordinary and usual
You got to have the mind of state like I'm so great
Can't nobody do it like you do
Miraculous, phenomenal and aint nobody in here stopping you
Show no love cus you whut's up
Look at ya self in the mirror like what da fuck

Damn I look good and cant nobody freak it like I could
Yea ok I got a little fat butt
My shorty tell me he like it like that
I'm happy
Another nigga never can't be
I'm so outstanding
Don't care if they can't stand me
I'm sittin on top of the world like brandy

See I look to good for this necklace
And I look to good to be wearing this
You know I look way too good to be innocent
I'm conceited I got a reason

See I look way to good to be driving that
And I look to good to be buying that
You know I look way to good to be trying that
I'm conceited I got a reason

Now who's that peaking in my window
Nobody cus I live in a penthouse
Baby I'm sorry but I'm sexy
And all I want you to do is just bless me, lets see
This kid that I'm waiting on
He said he loves when my jeans look painted on
Wit a tight white tee, you aint quite like me
Probably why I'm always getting hated on
Now shorty trynna push up on me like a wonder bra
Listen when I speak out I wouldn't want you take it wrong
Now number one I don't need you
Ya names Q I only see you wen I see you
Listen two you neva play me
Why is that?? why is that??
Cus I'm such a fuckin lady
And three is all about me I don't want to talk about it
If you love to hear it here it go
Here you go I wrote a song about it

See I look to good to be fuckin you
And I look to good to be loving you
You know I look way to good to stuck with you
I'm conceited I got a reason

See I look to good to be gettin with
And I look to good to be having kids
You know I look way to good to be in da crib
I'm conceited I got a reason

I know what I'm doing
I cant stop my body done moving
I'm boppin and poppin to the music
He's watching me and he's bout to lose it
I'm droppin that hotta den drop it like its hot
Face down ass up
I'm out of control wit it
Dip it low pick it up slow poke it out now roll wit it
My thong showin but its cool my shoes go wit it
Now all I need is a room wit a pole in it
See I look good and I'm knowin it
But I was never to proud to be showin it

 

halla

halla at ma ppl. !!! lol. hmm... nie wiem co pisac, ale chce cos napisac po polsku, wiec moi rodacy polacy beda ropzumiec. hahaha. pewnie jakies pierdoly jak zawsze napisze, no ale nudze sie teraz i tak sobie mysle... ah.. juz dlugo nic nie pislam na tym blogu, wiec moze dam jakas nowa notke. hehe.. yeah yeah. no i wlasnie po polsku. nie chce mi sie pisac po angielsku. lmao. nie wiem jaka to roznica, bo teraz to juz lepiej mi sie gada po angielsku i wogole szybciej mysli i takie tam inne rzeczy. no wiecie... tutaj to ja z polakami malo trzymam, a jak juz trzymam to tez wiecej po angielksu niz po polsku. lol.. no ale.. takie to zycie, wogole chyba lepiej dla mnie. szybciej sie nauczce angiekiego i wogole.. ALE PIERDOLNIE mam. haha. ok. ide sobie po mleko. hahaha.. zaraz wroce to cos napisze wiecej. hmm.. ogolnie zycie jest ok. malo mam homeworkow. wiec nudze sie teraz. dzis bylam babysitting taka mala dziewczynke, Maya ma na imie.. dammn ona to taka jakby moja kuzynka, ale taka rozpieszczona.. Geee... wiecej niz ja,. chyba o 100 razy. haha.. no ale jedynaczka, mama sama, chata wielka jak huj. hahaha.. no i bogate.. no wiec jak to moe byc inaczje, lol shit... chcialam gadac po chinsku teraz albo po jakim kolwiek innym, bo takie to zycie skomplikowane robbi sie jak huj. juz nie wiem co robic i co myslec, komu ufac a komu nie. chcialbvym tak napisac dla samej siebie sysko co mysle, co czuje i wogole jak sysko wokol mnie widze.. ale huj.. czy bym napisala to po polsku, czy po angielsku czu po rysku.. albo nawet po chinksu to czuje ze kazdy byu mnie zrozumial i nektorzy by to odebrali zle. haha. no ale.. zycie jest zyciem i jak tak sobie dorastam z kazdym dniem, to zycie jest coraz trudniejsze. SHIT. nic nie ma za darmo, kazdy patrzy na siebie i reszta go nie obchodzi. dammn.. hmmmmmmm. a tak nawiasem, to KTO by pomyslam ze JA tak na stare lata to bym jadla zimne mleko z platkami. oh lalala.. hahahah. pamietam jak to w Polsce hujowo mi to mleko szlo, nigdy nie lubialm i zawsze musialo byc cieple.. a teraz.,. LOOK AT ME.. jem zimne mleko i to na dodatek CYNamonowe platki. oh hell no.. Ludzie sie zmieniaja. hehehe.. dammn.. Truskawki mi sie chce teraz jesc.. yeah.. chyba jutro pojde do skleup i se kupie. ahahaha.. ale ze mnie wiesniara. lmao. nah IM GAY like Dat. hmm.. ale juz dlugo nie pisalam po polsku takiego czegos. shit. i jedno zdanie do napisania zajumuje mi z 1 min bo musze sobie translet from english to polish. oh shit.. no ale to sie dzieje z ludzmi. hahaha. no dobra. koniec tego jebania.. hmm.
wiec u nas raz zima, raz wiosna, nie wiadomo jaka ta pogoda. hmm.. I WANA BE BLACK. hahahha.. funny. yeah. ok.. spadam, ide sie kompac.. czy jakso tak, bo zmeczona jestem. nie wiem, ostatnio to tylko JEM i bym spala cale dnie, no ale nie spie, malo snu mam, dlatego wygladam szaro ostatnio, wiec dzis.. po 9 ide do lozka. huj z tym, no.. hmm.. ludzie napiszcie mi jaka MODa w Polsce, bo jak tam was odwiedze ktoregos dnia.. to lol chce byc na modzie. hahahahhaa.. ale pierdoly gadole. ok. ide sobie juz... kapac sie.. 3majcie sie syscy. kocham was. MIEJSCE POLSKA, SYSTEM SAMOWOLKA;))))))))))))))))))))) YEAH.. IM PRODU TO BE POLISH !!!!!!! ----__JESTM DUMNA ZE JESTEM POLKA______---