So many people tell me that they visit my blog everyday and every time they tell me I ask myself if its true or not. N im wonder how that can happen. You may think I'm a bitch, and you may think that when Im walkin down the street I think I'm a hot shit and all this stuff. Nah Nah, i know some pppl think liek that, but it aint me at all. I dnt givbe a fuck, Sometimes i dnt even consider myself as a pretty girl. I may be a model and have sexy pictures and every guy after me, but seriously sometimes im lookin at the mirrow and im like WtF. ha ha ha.. yeah. you may think im full of shit, or somehting n im just bull shittin everyone rite now, but nah nah. it aint me. Only the real friends kno me, they kno me deeply, truly and madly. I may say .."oh i dnt give a fuck abt all d haters" n i really dont. i read ur message, i laugh, and i think too myslef for a second... why she hates me so much? what i did to her?, but this thoughs go away really quick, cuz its my life and i kno myself. You can say that Im a bitch and i kno who i am. You can say Im a hoe and I kno who i am. I kno what i do. I kno my value. Sometimes I think that some people are perfect and I wish I could be just like them, but then life gives you so many suprise that sometimes you can even believe. Life is so frekless, so delicate. Every day I learn something new and i discover something new. I have to admit that sometimes the new stuff may be painful and rough, but sometimes its the other way, sweet and beautiful.'

Yeah, think for a sceond about your life. So many memories. There are these good ones and these bad ones. All of the kinds. When people ask me, whats the worst thing you've ever done, i try to think n i can;t find the answer. You kno why?: It's beaucase I try to leanr everytime I do something. Theres no regrads for me. I dont say I wish i cudl go back in time... for what?? You learn something new everytime...