I wanna...

I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one who's in your arms
Who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
There is nothing more to say
There is nothing else I want more
Than to feel this way
I wanna be with you

lOl.. plaYin sOme PooL !!!!!! @@@.. lOl. thEse ShOrt ArE fRoM StellA's MAmA.. lol !!!hEhEhE..  

hEhEhe.. ThEre Is NO daY wIthOut cHoColAtE. Just LooK aT hEr.. an iT aLl cLeAr n EasY.. cHocOlatE fOr evEry Day !!!! 4 ReaL !!! 

uHu, it was GrEat !!!!

Hey, 2day i had so much fun, i love summer. lol.. i put my alarm at 8:oo am, cuz i was supposed to go on the beach with mah sis, but i couldnt get up, so i stayed in mah bed till 9. but abt 8:30 i got up n i looked thoruh mah window to c if its sunny or rainy/ n it was so so, it wasnt sunny, so i got back to mah bed n i slept longer. So i abt 9 i wen to wash mah face n i took a pee n den i started doin mah hair. i wanted to straight them with machine n it took me abt 15 mins. mah hair were mad wave n big in the mornin i couldn go out like dat. hahaha...Oh.. den i got ready, i put mah clothes n i talked to mah mom, like always we argued n all this holly crap. Enyways after dat i looked at the internet n i checked mah train to penn station n i called mah sis. Mah train was at 10:54, so i hurred up n i made it. uHu... I was so bored at the train. I was so bored dat i even got a lil mad, cuz i was so bored. hahaha...n i was thinkin mad shit too abt mah past, n mah future n abt mah lOneLy vacation... FuCK @!!!@@!!!@@@@!!!! Enyways i got to penn station n i saw mah lovely sis Stelka.. o mG i missed her a lott !!!!!!Den we went shoppin, i bought mad kool branclets.. lol n we were in mad shops. lol.. after dat we got to house n we were restin, eatin some ice-creams n den we aet the yuuuuuuuuumist sandwichest EvA !!!! UHu... AftEr dat we decided to play some ping_poNg. lol.. so we cleaned garden, we put all the stuff away n den we took out the ping_pong table n we started to play. It was funny on the beginnin, but den we got really gOod n we played a lot, but it was maad hot, so we took few breaks. We watched some Tv, den we aet again these delicious sendwiches, n den we played again. it was greaT. !!! Den it started to rain, so we put the ping_pong table back in the house, n we went to the basment play some pool...!!! It was gOod to play pool. It was a good game, me vs. Stelka.. lol.. I won !!. hahaha:P jk.. idk. After dat we went to room n Stelka took out her tennis stauff n we went to the yard play some tennis. lol.. it was all rite, but i was mad tired, n mah hand was too. We played all day. So... be4 we ended the game, by accident i through a ball to chinese retaurant - kitchen. lol.. hahahahhaaaa n we were waitin 4 them like abt 2 min to give us back the ball n dey did it. lol.. it was mad funny. IMAGINE.. it falled in some pout with soup or chicekn or other Specials... lol.. ahhahahaha... i'd love mah ass !! SO enyways... We got in the room, n we were just chillin n tellin each other crazy stories.. lol. n den she walked me to the station n i came home. BUT it was crazy. The train was full of ppl. n some black nigga was all the time starin at me. i was gonna fight him.. hahahahhaha but i let it go n enyways i had to change mah train at jamaica... so wat_EVa. Den i sat down n nex to me sat some lady. n imagine wat? Dere was nooo freakin light in the train n dey didn check the ticekts. i was like.."wat..."
Enyways i got home n i went to the store buy some stuff. Den i met mah bro at his job. n i Got home... took a shower n now waitin for mah boo !!!!

STELKA -n- KATE

I must....

There is something I must,
There is something I may,
There is something you need to be told.

I can't for the life of me think what it is,
You see it eludes me right now.
A clue would be nice to put me on track,
I'm sure that I'll find it somehow.

Well, that is my wish,
It's important, you see,
It's something that needs to be said.

My memory's so old, my hair's gone quite grey
the years, they haven't been kind.
I wish I could remember the words I need,
Some say that I'm losin my mind.

There is something I want,
There is something I need,
There is words that must be told.

A message would solve my problem right now,
On a scrap of old paper I'd write
"You dithering old fool, don't forget these words
and mind for your failing eyesight"

So much I have lost,
So much do I know,
Things that I see late at night.

Please wait while I think of things to be said,
Please wait for my mind to come round.
I'm sure it will happen any time soon,
I know my advice will be sound.

When will I know,
When will it come,
It sits on the tip of my tongue.

Here it is at last my friend,
Here is the warning at hand.
From one who has seen so many late nights,
Beware the hourglass sand!

FIVE signs HE'S CHEATING:
If your guy is doing any of these, you should watch out !!! You can be not the only girl he's dating:

Guys are unfaithful to their girlfriends for many reasons, but the signs are universal. Consult this list of shady behavior to see if your boyfriend is cheating on you.

1) He's acting distans. If he's callin less frequently or has canceled on plans repeatedly, he may be trying to pull away from you - because he's gettin close to someone else.

2) You can't get in touch with him. If you try to call your boyfriend and no one - not even his family or best friend - can get a hold of him, you've got to ask yourself where's he hiding out and why?

3) He's suddenly insensitive. Like he totally forgets plans and then shrugs it off. He may not be considering your feelings because he's thinking about another girl's.

4) His intrests - or looks - have changed. If he's developed a new taste in music or clothes, it may be to impress another girl - or because of her influence.

5) He's stopped inviting you to join him. In his favorite activities or at his usual hangouts. If you are not going with him, who is?

Dammn.. I guess cheating it's the worst thing that can happen in relationships. I hope that this won't happen never to me or any of my girls. Girls check out your BOYfriends and if something just kick their asses and then leave them. lol.. I got your back !!!. Kisses 4 @ my girls !!!

RELEASE YOUR STRESS.

Feelin freaked? Two - seconds tips to get your day back on track.

1) take a "vacation" close your eyes and imagine a place where you feel safe and realxed. Let yourselft to really BE there. Think what makes that place so special for you. Take deep breath and open your eyes.

2) keep a bottle of ylang ylang essential oil in your room. Take of sniff of this anxiety reliver when you start getttin twitchy.

3) Scream like a lion !!!. Scratch your face and squeeze your whole body tight, then release everything wide with a sound, sticking your tongue out as far as you can.

4) decoreate your space with fresh flowers. Its a symbol of beauty and life.

5) give yourself a neck massage.

6) meditate on your breath. As you inhale think "breathin in" and as you exhale think "breathing out"

7) try a mudra when you mediatate. Mudras are symbolic hand positions which channel the flow of energy.

8) strech your legs. If possible go outside and take a brief walk.

9) try a reflexology.

10) press play, put your favorite song.

11) light a candle.

12) take a shower... very long shower.:)

Everytime when you feel stress out or not comftable with something, visit my web and get some ideas how to release your pain or any stress. Take Care folks.

wHat chOcOlaTe DOVE cAn sAy tO yoU evEryTiMe wHen yOu OpEn iT...

* Naughty can be nice

* Learn something from everyone you meet

* Do what feels right

*Send a love letter this week

* Age is nothing but a number

* Wink at someone driving past today

* Love without rules

* Be mischievous. It feels good

* Lose yourself in a moment

* Make "someday" today

lol.. i Was jUst lOOkin dOwn, I waSnt SlEEpin oR EnYThin lIke dAT., lol.. I waS jusT tIred.. hjAhA...:) pEacE oUt tO @ mAh NiGgas. 

Cesarm his bRo n His mAmA...:) 

AgAin cEsaR n His bRo N His AuNt... 

dAts mAh bAby aT hiS gRaduATion:). niCeee 

mAh babe wiT hIs fRiEnd Tali, lol... afTer gRadUatIon. wIsh yA bOth gOOd lUck iN uR ""nEw"" LiFe n vEry gOod iN coLlegE !!! 

hey mah polish ppl. ima write here somethin in polih 4 mah friends, cuz they @ ask me to du dat, so im a gOod guRl n i care abt mah polish folks, so ima let them kno in mah language wats goes on in mah liFe,. wiec u mnie ogolnie sysko dobrze. teraz zaczely mi sie wakacje i pierwszy prawdziwy walacjny dzien, mialam isc na plaze a tu pada deszcz. jest dopiero 12, wiec moze pogoda sie zmieni kolo 1 -2 no ale jak narazie lipa, chyba zostane w domq i bede sprzatac pokoj. lol. no ale tak czy siak, to w niedziela bylo zakonczenie roku mojego miska, wygladal slicznie, mial garniturek, ladnie sie ogolil, lol,.. zrobil sobie ladnie wloski, i pozniej mial takie niebieskie ubranko i taka niebieska czapeczke. normalnie cudo. Ceremonia trwala moze 3 godzinki, ale bylo ciekawie, nie nudzilam sie strasznie i wogole rozmawilam z Luisem (jego bratem) i Camila (jego kuzynka). bylo spoko. i po tym poszlismy do chinskiej restauracji. zjadlismy cosik, i pozniej wrocilam do domku. Pozniej wieczorekim sie spotkalismy i poszlismy na jakies party. bylo spoko. na poczatku troche nudno, pozniej sie rozkrecilo.. a pozniej to moj misiek sie tak najebal ze juz wolalam wracac do domq, bo wiem ze jakbysmy tak zostali to by bylo gooorzej. lol. ok. pozniej gdzies po 1 ja juz bylam w domq, wykompalam sie i teraz o 12 sie obudzilam i patrze przez okno i pogoda jest okropna. normalnie porazka. jesce nie mam zadnych planow na ten tydzien, wiec nie wiem co ja bede robic, ale pewnie sie ponudze. lol to tyle ludziki. ja bede spinac, moze pojade na jakies zakupki albo cosik. nie wiem. zobazymy co zycie pokaze. lol. 3majcie sie robaki. pozdro dla syskich. i do zobaczenia w 2006.. lmao.. hahahah...:) papapa niggas

2day my moma tried to wake me up at 8:40 n take me to the church, but i had a big headache in the mornin n mah body heaarts me so much, so i just told her dat i feel bad n i wanna stay home. So they left without me, n i woke up at 10, n i took shower n i got ready to go to mah baby's graduation. I had to b @ his house at 12, n be4 12 i called mah dad to ask him, if i dressed proper for dat kind of occassion, n he said i should change for some dress, but in general mah outfit was Ok. sO i didnt want to wear dress, so i just stayed wit mah white skirt n mah cute pink top. i got dere, n mah baby look so cUtE -n- hAnDsOme -n- hOt -n- SeXy... ulalalalala... i was like "wow, hes hOt". n den we got in his uncle;'s car n we went to high skool. Dammn... there was a lot ppl/ but we found a gOod spot. We could c everythin. Den we waited n whole ceremony, it was nice, i like it. n den they called mah baby name, ulalalala... uHu, he looked sO hoT. lol;) bUt i always keep mah feelin inside.. lol. neva show mah feelins, so he even didn't feel like i think he looks dat hOt,. but he dId. n.. after ceremony, we got oUtside n i said "happy graduation" to sOme of mah friends dat i met... n den we found mah baby n we took some pics. After all of dat we all went in da car wit his moma to chinese resataurant. uHu !!!!!.. I order some chicekn fried rice, it was ok. i even like it, but dere was some onion shit or whatEva it was n it looked so disgasting, like a lil white worms. i was even scared dat its gonna move, but it didnt, You neva kno wat dat chinese ppl can do.lol.. jk. Ok.. after dat dinner we came home, i said BYE to Every 1 n i came to mah house. Oh. it was long afternun. I felt so tired n everythin. but now im gOod, n im at mah baby hoUse. Wer gonna celebrate his graduation. lol... peace out to @ mah niggas.,;) byE byE.. Big kISses 4 mah sis. lOve u sIstEr !!!!!!!!

~''''''''''''hApPy gRaDuAtiOn BabY !!!!!!!!''''''''''''~

sOme dAY

Today is Friday n it supposed to b a gOOd day cuz mah sis is cummin n we'r gonna chill n chill n chill. lol. but enyways 2day i woke up n i had a biG a$$ headache n i was mad slipy. I didn't kno Y, till i remember abt last nigt. iT was krazy. kinda. mah baby n i, re chillin @ mah roOm n abt 2 - 3 am we heard knockin on mah dOOr. it was mAh momma.But we didnt answer her, i was pretended dat im slipin. it was krazy. i was kinda scared dat shes gonna cume thru mah back doOr frOm da yard n see us. lol.. but den she gave up n she left. sO we waited a lil n den mah baby left mah house. n im so stupid dat i unlocked mah dOor, so in de mornin she could check it again.. n it was a bad idea. oh. i sucked. but enyways she didnt yell@ me ... yEt,...,
may b shes gonna du dat later,. what eva. nOw im waitin 4 mah sis. Ima pick her up from da station at 1:38. lol;). be4 i was on da bike, it was mad borin by myslef. i din't like it @ all> n mah hands fuckin stinks, cuz mah dad made me to make a freakin fish... ewww... i smell like fish.. nASty!!!!.
EnYways im nOt gonna let eny1 to ruin mah day 2day. sO fUck off fuckheads.
lol.
Some Love 4 mAh babY. dOnt woRry, EveryThhIng iTs uNder cOnTroL, Ima mAkE u hAppY;). LuvZzzz U babY !!! kIssEs;)

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!OH... IM SO PISSED OFF !!!!!!!!!'
You kno that im talkin to YOU !!!!!

LoL.. ThAts Us... aGaIn.. WiThOut mAkE uP n aLL tHis cRaP.. hEhHE,.. aLL NNaaTuuRaL !!.. StiLL hOOt n SO sExy.. hEhEhA... 

-n_ hErE wE;R tOgEdA,.. ThE bEsT siStErS eVa..:) uHu !!!. KaTe -n- SteLkA !!! 

ulalala.. thaTs mAH sIs... sHe LOoKs lOveLy As HeLL.. EvErY 1 aT thAt cEreMonY sAiD..thAt shE looKs so PretTY.. @oF tHem WeRe jEaLoUs.. hEhE>. NO wOnDer Y !! shE BEEEeeeeaaaaaaaaaUTiFuLL !!!!!!!!! 

thats the shit

www.brunetsdream.blogspot.com

HOLLA bACK !!!!!!!!!

Hey people. wats wrong w/ ya?? Ya d not even visit mah blog... uhu... sO nOT hOt.!!! im mAd aT yA @. bUt fUck yA. lol... jK.
uhu... mah sista n I created a nEw bloG toGeda, sO if ya fOlks wanna check da shit ouT !!! = www.brunetsdream.blogspot.com
n ya @ betta leave some comments, cuz i nO gonnA wRite ya stuff 4 nuttin. ya under-fuckin-stand me. ya?:> lol...lmao
e ways i still luvvzzz ya @, taKe cAre mah ni99as, wish ya @ grEat vAcAtiOn n d NOT foRgEt AbT uR lOvElY bAbE bArBiEdOLLkA86 !!!

sUndAy -n- MoNdaY

pLayIn sOme pOol -n- chIllIn W/ maH lOvElY sIs @ ThE cITy... lOl.. hAvIn fUn -N- sEein nEw mOvIessss... -N- jUst ChIlLin .. lmAo..> !!! kiSS fOr mAh bAby CesAr...kEep oN miSssSssssSSinn Uu !! LoVeeeeee U !!!!!!! -N- kISs FoR mAH lOveLy SiS !!!!!!!!. IgHHHHHHhht PeAcE oUt
i nEed sOme ExErCiSe... Wat Do U SaY?

ThErE iS nUtTiN tO dO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bRoOklYn !

dammn... today i feel like everything can make so freakin mad. omG, i cant even calm down an take it easy ... lol.. i feel like im gonna explode, n then i saw some freakin comment on my sista blog from da freakin anonymous. they annoy the hell out of me. i cant stand them. dammn.. they play some freakin game and write some bbullshit on my sista blog. n 2day they freakin cross the line...but any ways. who gives a fuck about some crazy shit people.

let me tell ya people bout mah day. it was ight. i went to da brOOklYn with mah famila, visit mah grandfolks. dammn thing happened to my grandpa , he freakin broke his leg in october or something like dad and he still hes some problems with da fuckin leg. b/ finally its gettin betta. uhm.. den we had to wait for freakin dinner. it was so hot in da house n on da streets. i couldnt breath. dammn hot. i was sittin on da stairs tryin to get some tan. lol. but idk. it was mad hot so i gave up n after 20 min i went inside my grandma house. we aet freakin dinner n den i went some shoppin. i met mah cousin with his g/f. idw say shit bout her, but she was mad ugly. dad kinda gurl -spanish bitch. lol... fat n ugly. lol.. but whatever, not everyone is skinny and beeeeeeauuuuuutiful like me and my sista !!!!! lol.. n some others hot gurls. !! lol;)> All HoTTiE TakE CaRE.;) lol. lmao. kiss ya gurls. hahah/. any ways. den i met some guys, my cousin's friend. lool. they were ight. nice n funny. lol.. i kne them all, but not really good. n one of them went w. me to da store. he made a big mess in there. all ctloes fell down and we had to picked it up. it took us some time n den we waited like 20 min to get to freakin fittin room, n finally when we got in, i took like 3 min cuz i checked mah clothes and i didnt like it. so i was so mad, cuz it was waste of time to waite 20 min n den didnt like da fuckin clothes. lol. idk. den they @ walked me home n they said they gonna come soon to go w/ me on da beach. lol. iiight, its gonna be fun. ight. take care boys. c ya some day. lol;). peace out.

im sendin this kiss to my baby:) lol. catch it;)

lol. im always sick when im not with you...

thats me and my baby:),. cuuuute

i love youuuuuuu

yeah...thats tru tru tru

love you more than chocolate

hey, hey, hey...

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yEah, YeAh.. my friend Anna_Banana.. damn.. we did that fashion show for REDKEN. mad people were over there.. it was mad fun.  

Here Im with my baby:))) I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH !!! KISS !!! 

For my BABY

I love you with all my heart!!!
It was the greatest feeling from the start.
I hope these feelings never change,
Because without you I am not the same!!!

You are my heart and soul, every feeling I know!!!
You are my black and white, my darkness and my light.
You take away my fear, the only one I hold dear.
You cheer me up when times are blue, when no one else has a clue.

I know at times I have not been the best !!!
and there were times that I have failed your tests!!!
There were days when you were oh-so alone,
a couple of times with no-one's fault but my own!!!

I hate it when you're sad!!!
Especially when I can't make you glad!!!
I would give you anything I can, anything at all!!!
I wish I could be there to catch every tear that might fall.

We have some fights between us.
An argument too.
But we belong together!!!
And I love you so much!!!

Together we rule the world and the universe,
Together we are strong and will never let this bubble burst.
Together there's no evil to fight, let's just step into the light
Together forever isn't a myth, because...

Wherever we go, wherever we're sent, remember our love will last, its too
good to rent.
So remember when you read this, don't be sad, I'm always here for you
no matter what, in mind, body, spirit, soul.
YOU HAVE ME AND I HAVE YOU !!!